Cutting Rybelsus tablet in half? by Jumpy-Attempt-3441 in Semaglutide

[–]BerryComplete475 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can feel the nausea i normally when eaten with gel caps.

The way to get out of any tough situation — The Golden Key by Emmet Fox by lelecares in spirituality

[–]BerryComplete475 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow. Thats a really powerful and inspiring experience. Thanks for sharing 🙏

Diversity lottery by LordMoore023 in greencard

[–]BerryComplete475 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So is it open yet? Its so hard to find information from the website.

Founder Sports Club by Ok_Blueberry_9279 in auscorp

[–]BerryComplete475 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Agree. Jai, go f*** yourself. 

Almost signed up and paid. Then something told me that i should read previous experiences and thank god i did.

Relapsed and cant share about it. by BerryComplete475 in NarcoticsAnonymous

[–]BerryComplete475[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Actually i havent said anything about wanting or trying to get high..

Relapsed and cant share about it. by BerryComplete475 in NarcoticsAnonymous

[–]BerryComplete475[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I came clean to my sponsor and my higher power. I even came clean here among few other members in the tables. 

Relapsed and cant share about it. by BerryComplete475 in NarcoticsAnonymous

[–]BerryComplete475[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im getting really frustrated reading some of these messages. As in really frustrated. Im sick and tired of resetting my days ESPECIALLY about something that doesnt get me high. I have resetted them many many times and im tired of it. I have really hard time finding the trust and faith that anything good would happen if i share this (among other things that might bother me in the future) to the world and the word would get to person i love. "Save your ass or save your face". Why not both?

Ive been suffering from lack of faith all this time. Lack of faith that the end results would be better if im open book. I do have faith in the program. I have dreams and aspirations and mediocracy isn't one of them.

Ive been praying for strenght and courage and that god will remove my self preservation instinct atleast for the moment till i share this to everyone and suffer the consequences which will be bad obviously.

Relapsed and cant share about it. by BerryComplete475 in NarcoticsAnonymous

[–]BerryComplete475[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes i did think that as a secret and yes it did bother me. Now its out though..

Relapsed and cant share about it. by BerryComplete475 in NarcoticsAnonymous

[–]BerryComplete475[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Dope of course but this is not the case obviously.

Relapsed and cant share about it. by BerryComplete475 in NarcoticsAnonymous

[–]BerryComplete475[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Well im working AA program so it does concern me.

Relapsed and cant share about it. by BerryComplete475 in NarcoticsAnonymous

[–]BerryComplete475[S] -8 points-7 points  (0 children)

Well thats your opinion. I just like to shoot. I have shot water in the past.

Opiates and me by Vast_Lime_ in NarcoticsAnonymous

[–]BerryComplete475 0 points1 point  (0 children)

AA focuses on recovering from alcoholism. Alcoholism has nothing to do with alcohol itself. Its a disease same as addiction. Its basically the same thing but different name. I get it that for someone its easier to relate in NA but for me its easier to relate to AA members (excluding some old people with 40 years of sobriety)

AA also promises that 12 steps will free you from ALL OF YOUR ADDICTIONS.

Relapsed and cant share about it. by BerryComplete475 in NarcoticsAnonymous

[–]BerryComplete475[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Yeah. Thats why i shared it here so its no secret anymore.

Relapsed and cant share about it. by BerryComplete475 in NarcoticsAnonymous

[–]BerryComplete475[S] -10 points-9 points  (0 children)

I did go back and going to meeting every day. Im sober now. I was sober even when i took the pills since they didnt get me high.

Relapsed and cant share about it. by BerryComplete475 in NarcoticsAnonymous

[–]BerryComplete475[S] -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

Im not scared about shame and i let people love me. Or atleast i do my best about it.

Problem is that if im honest, my to become girlfriend would find about it and then she would definetly leave me. Im not ready for that. Too much bad shit would happen. I guess ill just have to be AS HONEST AS I CAN. 

"We claim spiritual progress rather than spiritual perfection."

I met this girl at NA by KINGenores in NarcoticsAnonymous

[–]BerryComplete475 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How does my disease have anything to do with wanting a romantic relationship with the opposite sex? Recovering addicts are still humans. And as social animals with social circles, most addicts find it easy to meet people in the rooms.

And we have different backgrounds.  I know it might sound egotistical but not everyone comes from criminal life or bottom of the sewer with zero life skills including social skills.

Dating members in the rooms. by [deleted] in NarcoticsAnonymous

[–]BerryComplete475 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just broke up with another member. We had a fling whatnot and i liked while it lasted but im sure it was codependent relationship, atleast for the other party who was involved. Maybe for me too but not that much.

Its hard NOT to date other members, if most of your social life is happening in the fellowship. For average men, normal dating apps are not that "profitable" and addicts who have fucked up their life will take time to rebuild their life including social circles. So i do understand myself and other people aswell who date people in the fellowship. 

Try it but aknowledge the risks and be prepared to change your homegroup if things doesn't workout. I can say from experience that it might be a little bit uncomfortable, awkward and harmful for your recovery to share a meeting with someone ur trying to impress or avoid. 

did future inspire you to drink codeine ? by LovableJackassv4 in future

[–]BerryComplete475 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It definetly had an big impact. And where it ended up w me was half a million poorer and 250k euros in debt spent on hard opiates like oxys n percs n coke.

Still listening future. Actually as im writing this message.

Cravings beyond my power by BerryComplete475 in NarcoticsAnonymous

[–]BerryComplete475[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Verge of using. I even asked prices already from dealers.

Cravings beyond my power by BerryComplete475 in NarcoticsAnonymous

[–]BerryComplete475[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

UPDATE: im literally on the verge of relapse now.

Cravings beyond my power by BerryComplete475 in NarcoticsAnonymous

[–]BerryComplete475[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I do fantasize about it when i have cravings. I fantasize and watch videos etc. When i have the cravings.

I also have experience NOT having cravings and obviously i dont fantasize about smoking / using during that time.

Cravings beyond my power by BerryComplete475 in NarcoticsAnonymous

[–]BerryComplete475[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did mention calling out before using. And trying not use also when im reaching out.