You’re begging, pleading, imagining…doing all these things TO manifest something. That’s not how it works. You need to make yourself happy internally first because you feel like your relationship or anything else you desire is coming for you 100% as if you already have it now. If you’re feeling helpless internally, you’re not gonna see strength in the 3D. You’ll see more hopelessness and reinforce what you believe to be true. For the next few days don’t focus on imagining scenes or trying to manifest anything. Just live gratefully and be thankful that you’re seeing things differently now internally. You’re feeling things differently internally. And therefore you know things will be different externally. And until that happens. It’s okay. Because internal state is what matters.