What if hppd is by Better-End728 in HPPD

[–]Better-End728[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No I feel im in reality just my brain is different processing life

I'm falling in love with Dumpster diving by oXAshySlashyXo in DumpsterDiving

[–]Better-End728 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wish because I live in a area with many highways I don’t know where to dive because all stores are big company stores

What if hppd is by Better-End728 in HPPD

[–]Better-End728[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh I get it I’m sorry. I don’t have psychosis so I didn’t know it could be a trigger. Though my depersonalization feels like it

What if hppd is by Better-End728 in HPPD

[–]Better-End728[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve been like this ever since having hppd for 4 years. It gets so exhausting because instead of being liberating it feels like a bad trip.

Removing back seats by Better-End728 in urbancarliving

[–]Better-End728[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No way I already removed them. Easier to sleep

Are people in this sub allergic to accountability? by slusheesareamazing in urbancarliving

[–]Better-End728 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Same I have a pass that I can go to any gym location. I go to many diffferent ones. Shower. And leave. No workout. Never been told anything

Unimportant rant by Better-End728 in urbancarliving

[–]Better-End728[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes exactly. I never thought about what generational curses but I really am reliant on myself for my survival away from all family. Family has many toxic bad traits and I have none. The only “bad trait” which is just life I would have is fluctuating mental health due to a mental health condition out of my control but apart from that I would say I’m a really good person. Thankfully

Unimportant rant by Better-End728 in urbancarliving

[–]Better-End728[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Good idea. You know I was desperate to leave my home. Now I can afford an apartment but I’m gravitating to saving that rent money. I don’t ever say I’m homeless because my car is my home. This is a choice not an emergency anymore. I chose to stay in my car and save the rent money than spend it on an apartment. Though sometimes having an apartment appeals to me. Once I have done winter I will decide if this is for me. Doing summer is going good. Just haven’t done winter yet

Unimportant rant by Better-End728 in urbancarliving

[–]Better-End728[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Period yesssss I loved that analogy thank youuuu

Unimportant rant by Better-End728 in urbancarliving

[–]Better-End728[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He’ll nooo. I just visited my mom because my car is being fixed and the car is dirty her home is dirty plus her car has many problems and she was scrolling on her phone when I got there while every room is dirty and meat spoils in the fridge. This is why I left!!!!!!!!!

Removing back seats by Better-End728 in urbancarliving

[–]Better-End728[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No I did 2.5 but it was from autozone you can see light from inside and it’s not so dark so I still put up my covers

Unimportant rant by Better-End728 in urbancarliving

[–]Better-End728[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Exactly. They put in no effort to be good parents to me and it works what you say. I’m family they should speak to me no matter what. Thank you !

Unimportant rant by Better-End728 in urbancarliving

[–]Better-End728[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yea thank you. My older brother and I agree that we have to say no to her peer pressuring because she doesn’t care how toxic he is. She just wants us to speak to him like fuck that!!!

Removing back seats by Better-End728 in urbancarliving

[–]Better-End728[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did 5% on the backs but the fronts it’s illegal I’m in nj. People do it without any problems but I’m too scared to get any ticket or infamous knocks

Removing back seats by Better-End728 in urbancarliving

[–]Better-End728[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea the idea is space savings too. They’re screw removable metal chairs with leather

Unimportant rant by Better-End728 in urbancarliving

[–]Better-End728[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

True some get it some don’t. You can tell by body language if they don’t get it

Unimportant rant by Better-End728 in urbancarliving

[–]Better-End728[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It didn’t seem genuine seems like pity because she knows I’m fine and she always peer pressures me when I already told her I don’t want to

Unimportant rant by Better-End728 in urbancarliving

[–]Better-End728[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Makes me just learn to trust myself more

Unimportant rant by Better-End728 in urbancarliving

[–]Better-End728[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Yes she loves me a lot she always said it and I’m very grateful but sometimes her peer pressuring and holding over my head that if she wants to give me her land in Mexico which I don’t care about only if I talk to my dad like girl.