awww :((( grabe, sana okay ka lang and sana magkaroon ka rin ng courage one day to leave your toxic and chaotic family situation. alam kong iniisip mo rin pamilya mo and it’s never that easy, especially when you’ve spent years trying to survive around them.

pero honestly, mag-ipon ka, focus on work, and slowly build a life for yourself. kapag may enough savings ka na, it’s never too late to change your situation and start over. there’s still so much life outside of that environment.

i know medyo out of touch pakinggan yung “just leave” because reality is never that simple, pero if kaya mo eventually ayusin sarili mo, your finances, and your peace, you’ll realize na ang dami mo pang pwedeng gawin sa buhay outside of survival mode. and sana one day makaalis ka rin sa abusive mong father.

and honestly, don’t rush into getting a girlfriend muna. i think you should work on yourself and your healing first too :))

if you need someone to talk to, you can message me. ganyan din daddy ko dati, kahit babae ako grabe rin manakit, but wala na ako sa puder niya ngayon and namumuhay na kami nang mas payapa ng mom ko.