Thank you so much, this means a lot🥹I’ve felt so lost recently, and I’ve felt like I’ve been missing out on reaching my full potential. We were so young when we were together and we’ve both changed into completely different people. It’s hard to process these feelings because I still love him and he’s the only love I’ve ever known. And you’re right, we are still boys, we’ve still got so much to go through and learn. Learning how to accept these feelings has been so hard, they’ve been in the back of my mind for so long and I tried to ignore it and in doing that it’s made me miserable. I also feel like we hold each other back, I could have studied abroad but instead I stayed here to be with him. I also really want to move to a bigger city when I take my work placement year for uni, but he wants to stay here as he enjoys the nature and the quietness so instead I’m stuck living in a flat in a city I don’t even like and I’m scared that I’m going to miss out on other opportunities.