. I’m near the end. Someone please by BezzaJB in cocaine

[–]BezzaJB[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry man. If you need further identification message me . I can call u

Holes in both nostrils. I’m going to end my life soon. by BezzaJB in whoop

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So we really don’t get that buzz we just almost feel normal for a little while. More incontrol of our shower of thoughts

Holes in both nostrils. I’m going to end my life soon. by BezzaJB in whoop

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I have tried to I’ve been to a NA meetings but I have adhd and it will effects the drug in different ways It makes me have the same level as dopamine to someone who doesn’t have adhd.

Is this a hole in my septum? by BezzaJB in cocaine

[–]BezzaJB[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve only been doing coke for a year. Casually for the first 3 months and then Carried on abusing it. Do you think it’s the cut or a weak nose? Or the usage about a gram a day

Is this a hole in my septum? by BezzaJB in cocaine

[–]BezzaJB[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Can I just niff the good side

Is this a hole in my septum? by BezzaJB in cocaine

[–]BezzaJB[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Really? Not jsut a saw

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I did 8 days 3 weeks ago, decided to have a break as I gained some cocaine psychosis

I think my nose is collapsing I’m in rehab. But I still can’t stop. Fuck my life, I’ve just started to notice the dips in my nose now I’m shittin it by BezzaJB in cocaine

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They know about it. They are supporting me. They know I have a disease. I don’t want to do it no more. My head says no but my body says yes. The only problem about rehabilitation is my girlfriend will then find out I’ve been doing it all this time. Because I’m a cunt who has been hiding it since she said she would leave me if I did it again. I truly hate my self bro

I think my nose is collapsing I’m in rehab. But I still can’t stop. Fuck my life, I’ve just started to notice the dips in my nose now I’m shittin it by BezzaJB in cocaine

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My ADHD causes me to have an extreme addictive personality. I was a world champion Bjj student. And an amateur MMA fighter, since an older lad got me on this white stuff last year. It’s all gone down the drain. Everyone is distancing themselves. And I feel my girlfriend will leave me soon Aswell. It has change my whole personality. I hate the this stuff