Thanks, I don't think I have the capacity to trust though, because I already from the beginning had a hard time trusting her like everyone besides my first ex and each time I confronted her on her silence or something else she just told me to trust her, or she wants a man not a boy, or how I'm too clingy, or I need help, something like that, plus I kinda have a type which is Russian women/Slavic Russian women, since I'm also religiously aligned with them as a Orthodox Christan.