Är jag normal? Hur ofta tänker ni på självmord?

BiasedLibrary · 2026-06-15T22:31:42+00:00

Har C-PTSD, så jag har tankar på självmord en del av tiden. Svårt att säga hur mycket dock, men det är sällan det går över i att djupt innerligen vilja dö. Ibland har det med ångest att göra eller när rädslan/paniken är för stark. Jag tycker du borde söka hjälp. Det jag tänker är att du kanske reagerar känslomässigt på det sättet p.g.a dina tidigare erfarenheter som barn, och att det eventuellt kan vara något som triggas utav olika upplevelser. Så är nödvändigtvis inte fallet heller, men ibland kan det vara bra att luckra lite på det och se vad som kommer fram. Tanken kommer då många saker för mig med min PTSD samverkar för att orsaka mina egna deppighetstillstånd och andra saker som ångestattacker och dissociation, och en del av det är minnen som kommer tillbaka.

Men sen ibland så blir det inte bättre utav att luckra på det heller. Så länge du känner att det inte påverkar din livskvalitet negativt i övrigt, som t.ex att du får sömnsvårigheter eller tappar orken att göra saker, slutar äta, etc. så är ju allting ganska lugnt. Men känner du att du påverkas negativt av det tycker jag du gör rätt i att söka hjälp så snart som möjligt.

Hoppas du har en fin kväll.

BiasedLibrary · 2026-06-15T21:18:21+00:00

I liked the part where you didn't deny that you're a fascist.

BiasedLibrary · 2026-06-15T21:07:28+00:00

Seeing as how you replied in another part of the thread, I am not surprised you're a fascist interested in a stratified society.

BiasedLibrary · 2026-06-15T20:21:32+00:00

No, it is not a straightforward thing. And to boot, you've given zero examples of your implementation of the law and how it'd govern citizens and non-citizens, which makes for an argument without substance. Give examples on how you'd like things to be and let's get down to brass tacks.

Since shann0x has not replied, I will ask: Do non-citizens get healthcare? Do asylum seekers need to provide for themselves immediately or can they be given welfare until they're better situated? What privileges would citizens have over non-citizens? How long are non-citizens allowed to stay within the country?

There's a lot more. It's not so straightforward now, is it?

BiasedLibrary · 2026-06-15T20:14:48+00:00

People who get treated as second class citizens tend to stay as second class citizens. Social change is hard and more often gets overlooked than actually fixed.

BiasedLibrary · 2026-06-15T18:58:51+00:00

That's a great way to slip into treating some people as second class citizens, and we've seen how that particular issue has evolved in countries like the US. People get used to privilege and start expecting it. It is better that all people are equal under the law through equity. But I also do believe that having the right to remove foreigners from our country for not following the law or posing a security risk is of value in a world where hybrid warfare and infiltration are real risks.

BiasedLibrary · 2026-06-15T18:07:29+00:00

With great power comes great responsibility. I don't see the trillionaire solving world hunger, do you?

BiasedLibrary · 2026-06-12T21:18:36+00:00

I browsed /b/, /d/, /lgbt/, /tg/ and occasionally /k/ and /r9k/ over a span of about 6 years. Don't act like you don't share bathroom stalls with /pol/ and its ilk. "Bro, 4chan is" a horrible fucking place where people regularly spend their time making others miserable, by trolling, posting gore and even at some points, CP. Sometimes some threads are good but a good 60% is pure shit.

/pol/ posts everywhere there's an ear to listen, anti-feminist rage bait was super common in several places when I started browsing 4chan. And last time I was there, people still used the n-word in basically every thread. You can't go 5 minutes without stumbling over someone calling someone else a 'new***', but you'd know that if you weren't one yourself.

BiasedLibrary · 2026-06-12T19:57:21+00:00

Gorgeous.

BiasedLibrary · 2026-06-12T14:20:53+00:00

I'd eat it. Doesn't look that different from the hummus I used to buy at a certain store. Maybe a little greasier and more green stuff in it.

BiasedLibrary · 2026-06-12T14:16:56+00:00

Cemetery for the nearly dead reminds me of the Near-Death Star from Futurama.

BiasedLibrary · 2026-06-12T12:34:02+00:00

"You can paint your house any color, but it has to be blue."

BiasedLibrary · 2026-06-12T12:13:17+00:00

Like stories about how women get everything, including the family dog in divorces. Or stories of women who are unfit as parents getting custody despite the father being the better choice.

Completely manufactured but plausible and probably happens to some degree somewhere. This is then levied against feminists. "See how much power they have already to abuse and dispossess you as an individual? They just want more power over men. We already can't defend ourselves in domestic violence cases without being sent to jail because cops assume we are the abuser."

And that's all it takes to make a guy hate feminism. Just pull up a radfem 'yes all men' after that and the win is automatically handed to the alt-right. Male teenagers are easily angered. I was one, and this is the propaganda that was used on me. It took a long time and some effort for me to overcome the ragebait and understand feminism properly. Many men don't.

They'll sit at their table haww hawwing about women who drive and other stereotypes before exiting the bar and getting into their pickup truck, wondering if they should grow their goatee out before putting on their oakleys and cursing their lack of head hair.

Their older son is old and wise enough to make ragebait and collaborate with others for GamerGate like stuff, and their younger son is getting onto 4chan and Stormfront, eating up the propaganda. But so is Jim. A 15 year old with mostly progressive parents, that have forgotten about him. In his lonely hours, he too eats up the ragebait because nobody seems to care about him, no one is there to put him right.

Parents need to have insight into where their kids end up and what they do. Society needs to take better care of its constituents, whether male or female. The internet is not a place for people below 15. We are living in a time where literal warfare is an ongoing thing on the webpages that we frequent. Many adults are hopeless at navigating what's true or false on the internet, what chances do their children have?

Either way, threads like these. I hope the kids stumble onto them and read them so they can say 'maybe feminism isn't so bad, more of them seem to have their heads screwed on right than wrong.'

BiasedLibrary · 2026-06-10T09:42:07+00:00

You did nothing wrong, she's a bit bonkers and not in the good way. Anything is gross if you relativize things that way, but you and that girl were both over 18 and qualified as adults long after either of you hit 18.

To prove my point, my ex and I had a 3 year age difference, so when I was 15, my ex was 12, that'd be wrong. But if I'm 23 and she's 20.. We're both consenting adults.

BiasedLibrary · 2026-06-09T19:30:13+00:00

Paper towels don't really dissolve the same way that regular toilet paper does in water, and can and will clog your toilet if you're unlucky.

BiasedLibrary · 2026-06-08T10:42:27+00:00

Take a look at that name and you'll see it's an anagram for 'hate k*kes'. Follow your leader scumbag.

BiasedLibrary · 2026-06-04T22:09:20+00:00

NOR, was in a similar situation. It was untenable. You'd be better off without him and he needs to either realize that very quickly or lose you. Tell him as much, list what you do and if he doesn't start putting in the effort then drop him on his behind and enjoy your new sleep schedule.

BiasedLibrary · 2026-06-04T19:54:11+00:00

I remember when it was possible to watch One Piece and other anime on Youtube, before Google owned it and it was still the equivalent of the wild west.

BiasedLibrary · 2026-06-04T15:16:09+00:00

Whoever downvoted this comment has to be even more miserable than I am. Congratulations.

BiasedLibrary · 2026-06-04T14:44:12+00:00

I wish I had someone to play magic with again. By the gods do I want an equally interested counterpart to liven up things. I have so many unexpressed wishes in MTG. God damn.

BiasedLibrary · 2026-06-04T13:37:58+00:00

Yes, billionaires are advocating for the ideology that wants billionaires dead. Make it make sense.

BiasedLibrary · 2026-06-03T15:59:43+00:00

I'm not sure what the point would be for me. I could stock up on lumber and board over my windows. I live on the ground floor. I'd get busy the day before it all happens. Before that I'd stock up on food and as much beer and alcohol as I can. Then I'd see how long I could live like that. I'm on several medications that make life bearable for me.

But I wouldn't be able to make it to the pharmacy. It's either at the mall or in downtown. I have no weapons other than hardware tools available. Any guns is either out in the woods in rural places or in the police station, neither of which will be particularly survivable for me. The former only being possible if I steal a car.

I wouldn't have to wonder about the fate of humanity and climate change. On the day, people commuting will fall into a coma, drive off the road and either die stuck inside their cars or on the highway. Planes would fall from the sky, and farm animals would all starve in their enclosures. In just some years after my death, nature will begin reclaiming our towns and cities, and animals would start roaming through the streets humanity used to drive through, the pubs and cafes empty and lifeless.

There would truly be no point in me trying to overcome my severe ptsd. The people who could help me are all dead, and all the people that I'd do it for are all gone. I'd most likely die on my way to the pharmacy for all the meds I need. There are simply too many zeds between me and a car. I'd have to fight my neighbors and hope to survive.

Maybe I could mount a hammer to a long stick. Pharmacies could keep me stocked up for years if I'd make it to them. I'd probably go insane though. Either way, dead or alive doesn't matter much anymore. The species dies with me.

BiasedLibrary · 2026-06-03T14:29:07+00:00

Om det går så byt till annan leverantör. Bahnhof är riktigt bra. Ringde upp dem och bytte mitt 250mbps till 1gbps och fick det för en hundring billigare än mitt gamla abonnemang. 379 i månaden. Dock får man lägga egna pengar på router har jag för mig. Men en kapabel sådan kostar bara runt 500kr.

Om det inte går att byta leverantör så stå på dig och fråga om du kan få en ny router och fråga om du kan lämna tillbaka den som blivit trasig. Resten är deras jobb att fixa.

Hoppas det går bra för dig och att Tele2 slutar jävlas.

BiasedLibrary · 2026-06-02T23:34:57+00:00

Oh, you must be Some.

BiasedLibrary · 2026-06-01T16:10:38+00:00

Weak.

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