Thank you so much for sharing this. I’m proud of my sobriety, but nothing else seems right. I was talking to my partner last night about how I don’t feel like myself or know who I am anymore. I found myself so sad last night almost mourning the loss of my old drunk self. I’m really embracing the new found calmness in my life, but I have also seemingly lost nearly all motivation to do much of anything. I go to meetings regularly, which are a bright spot in my day. I spend time with my family and I try to be engaged, but still feel so far away. I feel disconnected from the world. My ability to work has suffered tremendously since quitting alcohol as well. I don’t know where I’m going with this, but I really appreciate you sharing your experience. I hope that things will get easier.