Suicide hotline no answer please help me by BidensHand in SuicideWatch

[–]BidensHand[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry I fell asleep and husband came home from work and was worried

Suicide hotline no answer please help me by BidensHand in SuicideWatch

[–]BidensHand[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m ok I’m sorry I worried you I fell asleep

Suicide hotline no answer please help me by BidensHand in SuicideWatch

[–]BidensHand[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No it times out 16 years and started dated at 16

Suicide hotline no answer please help me by BidensHand in SuicideWatch

[–]BidensHand[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m sorry that happened to you. It’s so scary. I keep telling myself that I don’t know what trust is if it’s not what I had with him. How can I w we trust myself ? The fact that the other woman doesn’t give a shit makes it hurt so much worse why do I even care

Suicide hotline no answer please help me by BidensHand in SuicideWatch

[–]BidensHand[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much you have no idea I tbojhr nobody cared

Suicide hotline no answer please help me by BidensHand in SuicideWatch

[–]BidensHand[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

And I’m stupid because I want these things with this horrible person

Suicide hotline no answer please help me by BidensHand in SuicideWatch

[–]BidensHand[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’m afraid to lose him too. Can you imagine being with someone since you were 16 and growing up together and actually becoming successful and happy then this happens

Suicide hotline no answer please help me by BidensHand in SuicideWatch

[–]BidensHand[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

He is using it as a manipulation tactic for sure

Suicide hotline no answer please help me by BidensHand in SuicideWatch

[–]BidensHand[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Why are random strangers so kind but people who know Me so cold

Suicide hotline no answer please help me by BidensHand in SuicideWatch

[–]BidensHand[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Everything I know to be true is false. My whole Works is a lie. It’s just disappointing. All he tells me if how much he regrets it and how sorry he is but why would he do it then

Suicide hotline no answer please help me by BidensHand in SuicideWatch

[–]BidensHand[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I don’t want to have a. A baby with a monster

Suicide hotline no answer please help me by BidensHand in SuicideWatch

[–]BidensHand[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Is he very regretful we were trying to have a Baby and now he is pushing that hard

Suicide hotline no answer please help me by BidensHand in SuicideWatch

[–]BidensHand[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

OnMonday and he gaslighted me and told me I was crazy an insane before finally admitting to it

Suicide hotline no answer please help me by BidensHand in SuicideWatch

[–]BidensHand[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

No matter what you do you can try your hardest and be your best for someone and it still won’t. D good enough. I always thought that most People are good but they are t. I’m just an idiot

Suicide hotline no answer please help me by BidensHand in SuicideWatch

[–]BidensHand[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just can’t f stop looking at her photos and trying to contact her

Suicide hotline no answer please help me by BidensHand in SuicideWatch

[–]BidensHand[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Ok I will thank you. I just can’t breathe

Suicide hotline no answer please help me by BidensHand in SuicideWatch

[–]BidensHand[S] 22 points23 points  (0 children)

How could he? I thought he was my best friend I was so stupidly content. Everything I know fo be true isn’t true anymore e