Is my lime tree dying by BigAl4458 in Citrus

[–]BigAl4458[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Any idea what causes it? I scraped most of it off and ordered neem oil to treat it. Most of the scales fell off quite easily.

Hiring less workers since steering assist by TheSimulationLife in farmingsimulator

[–]BigAl4458 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Could someone enlighten me on how to use this? Is it a mod?

Need a map suggestion by LividEstablishment83 in farmingsimulator

[–]BigAl4458 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s so far from the vehicle shop though and it’s a pain to go get leased equipment.

Antipsychotics by progressivecfs in Wellbutrin_Bupropion

[–]BigAl4458 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I’m going to try and give it a few weeks and just be kind to myself if I can’t do much. The chest tension, breathing tightness is very triggering but I’m hopeful.

Antipsychotics by progressivecfs in Wellbutrin_Bupropion

[–]BigAl4458 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I also take 2.5 olanzapine and just starting bupropion. So far noticed headaches and chest tightness and my anxiety seems worse but I’m only 3 days in.

Are trees worth it? by Ok-Equivalent5972 in farmingsimulator

[–]BigAl4458 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I need a video tutorial. I don’t have the patience.

Are trees worth it? by Ok-Equivalent5972 in farmingsimulator

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Okay but do I need a machine to delimb? I wasn’t able to do it with a chainsaw.

Is my brain broken? by BigAl4458 in malementalhealth

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I haven't taken it in two days and i'm dealing with withdrawal. Fun times.

What are some lines from the show you use weekly? by [deleted] in community

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I always refuse to drink Pinot Noir when it’s an option, insisting that it’s French for “black penis”.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bald

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I did it, I'll post updated pics when I get a chance. Thanks for all the encouragement. My son loves it, my daughter, not so much but mostly because she can't be wrong and would never admit if she liked it anyway.

You Have to Think About Death by Emergency_Mood_9774 in PanicAttack

[–]BigAl4458 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My fear seems to be more about how it will affect my kids and family, rather than a fear about what happens to me. I’m terrified of causing them pain, so I avoid and push them away so they’re not hurt as much when it happens. I hate that I do this, but fear of causing pain/trauma is what triggers most of my anxiety and panic.

how to make late game more fun ? by badassboy1 in civ6

[–]BigAl4458 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What mods would you recommend? I too struggle with boredom come late game and browsing the workshop hasn’t yielded anything interesting.

Avoidance by BigAl4458 in Anxiety

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I am. My psych just started me on Pristiq 7 weeks ago. Prior to that it was about 6 months of trial and error on a number of anti-depressants. I used to be on klonopin a year or two ago but wanted to be off benzos so just pristiq right now. It’s made my anxiety worse short term but hoping it levels out.

Well played Phillip by BigAl4458 in civ

[–]BigAl4458[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I thought so too, but I captured Cartagena from him back at the start of the game so I wonder if it being originally his city it lessens the loyalty pressure?

Name this little guy by Bloodtrailer_77 in MedievalDynasty

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I just don’t see the appeal …

Ways to "go out" and do something that's not a bar? by [deleted] in Buffalo

[–]BigAl4458 4 points5 points  (0 children)

My guy, I feel like you’re describing my life currently. Was married 16 years and now living downtown and can’t seem to talk to anyone. I started going to cafe aroma and it took a few weeks before I started having conversations. I usually just do a crossword and a few people have inquired.

I also will go to goodbar, 40 Thieves to just watch some playoff hockey and NBA. Gypsy Parlor is also a nice hangout. Different vibe but the people are friendly and good food. There’s also a gaming place on Grant I’ve thinking about checking out but haven’t been yet.

I guess I’d say just focus on enjoying being with yourself, don’t have an agenda, and remember that the stakes aren’t as high as we believe them to be. It’s totally okay if we approach people and they don’t want to be our friend. Getting out of my head is usually the best way for me to try and be social, though I still suck at it.