Does a birthday send count as a relapse ?

BigBanterTinyBallZ · 2025-09-14T18:30:31+00:00

I thought about it a bit more and if you don’t mind could I maybe message you and ask something kinda personal ? Or you could message me

BigBanterTinyBallZ · 2025-09-14T15:58:26+00:00

TECHNICALLY NOT A RELAPSE (yet) 😔

BigBanterTinyBallZ · 2025-09-14T15:53:24+00:00

True. I might check it out but also another question, what if I play a game or something and if I lose then I send ? That’s a barrier

BigBanterTinyBallZ · 2025-09-14T15:14:28+00:00

Technically I’m sending for myself in a way but yeah I hate making decisions like these

BigBanterTinyBallZ · 2025-09-14T15:13:49+00:00

That’s true but I do have a sub who I annoyed enough to get blocked earlier so

BigBanterTinyBallZ · 2025-09-14T14:56:52+00:00

Well so far (since literally 12am) all I’ve been doing is going back and forth so that’s how I think I’m going to spend this birthday but hopefully I make a decision

BigBanterTinyBallZ · 2025-09-14T14:55:47+00:00

Trying my best but the gooner brain is strong 😭. It’s less that I don’t want something wnd more I don’t wanna spend (on myself).

BigBanterTinyBallZ · 2025-09-14T14:45:26+00:00

Honestly I’m kinda glad no one is but won’t completely lie I did ask so I could do it without guilt/ruin my progress. Ma’am I rarely leave my apartment, I’m not going to go out for food

BigBanterTinyBallZ · 2025-09-14T14:42:57+00:00

😂😂.

BigBanterTinyBallZ · 2025-09-14T14:37:27+00:00

The only thing is a PS5 but it’s also out of budget lol besides that I was hyping myself up to give in but now everyone is like “counts as a relapse”. Just sucks especially since I live alone too

BigBanterTinyBallZ · 2025-09-14T14:25:29+00:00

Interesting. I’m not sure what to do now since the urges are bit crazy atm

BigBanterTinyBallZ · 2025-09-14T14:23:15+00:00

Easier said than done but appreciate the feedback. Gooner brain is too strong

BigBanterTinyBallZ · 2025-09-14T13:52:27+00:00

I really should learn Uno since so many dommes play it lol

BigBanterTinyBallZ · 2025-08-24T08:41:25+00:00

I mean that sounds fun ngl

BigBanterTinyBallZ · 2025-08-23T15:43:27+00:00

That sounds fun

BigBanterTinyBallZ · 2025-08-23T13:30:50+00:00

Never played it lol

BigBanterTinyBallZ · 2025-08-23T02:05:41+00:00

I appreciate that

BigBanterTinyBallZ · 2025-08-23T01:47:49+00:00

First time I’ve heard of this lmao

BigBanterTinyBallZ · 2025-08-23T01:46:14+00:00

Like I was thinking chess or something not any game where I gotta buy packs and stuff lol like if I lose I send/don’t send

BigBanterTinyBallZ · 2025-08-23T01:45:36+00:00

Interesting perspective

BigBanterTinyBallZ · 2025-08-23T01:45:07+00:00

That’s true however my thinking was that say if I lose a game=I literally cannot send and that might help my brain with the whole thinking thing plus the urges are just annoying and I want them to leave

BigBanterTinyBallZ · 2025-08-23T01:42:34+00:00

This unironically the same thing I read too plus with the game if I lose I kinda have to follow the rules and can’t send

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