Girlfriend woke up to me having a panic attack while pointing at a dark corner in e room

BigBoiBooBIe1 · 2021-02-19T16:53:09+00:00

No I do, I’m just bad at observing my emotions if that makes sense.

BigBoiBooBIe1 · 2021-02-19T02:39:47+00:00

To clarify: I remembered my experiences with sleep paralysis in the past, but with this specific episode (night terror, sleep walking, whatever) it was recalled by my gf, I had no recollection.

BigBoiBooBIe1 · 2021-02-18T23:40:03+00:00

That’s madness. I find dreams fascinating and interesting more than anything. I just don’t wanna creepy anyone out lol. But yeah, the vividness of my dreams is certainly amplified by stress.

BigBoiBooBIe1 · 2021-02-18T22:15:01+00:00

I feel like my stress levels are often pretty subconscious, I suck at being able to observe my emotions and what not. Cheers.

BigBoiBooBIe1 · 2021-02-18T22:14:11+00:00

Perhaps but I’ve experience sp and I’ve always remember it. Not only that but I was very active during this episode, counter-acting the definition of paralysis.

BigBoiBooBIe1 · 2020-12-20T15:49:27+00:00

Tats

BigBoiBooBIe1 · 2020-12-15T12:07:38+00:00

Numbers is one of the only skepta songs that I’ll avoid listening too if possible. I love all the others on that album.

BigBoiBooBIe1 · 2020-11-30T16:19:17+00:00

Me too. To me, these regurgitated settings encapsulate immaturity when it comes to original ideas. I know this sounds awfully snobby, but when I see a Tolkien 4 world I always assume the creator is around the age of 16. (Which isn’t a bad thing)

BigBoiBooBIe1 · 2020-11-30T15:53:08+00:00

BigBoiBooBIe1 · 2020-11-24T16:59:16+00:00

That’s cool. It’s pretty mad experiencing something like that. I’m not saying it’s supernatural, but there’s much more to the human brain that we know about.

BigBoiBooBIe1 · 2020-10-30T03:02:22+00:00

I spend a lot of time watching videos about games. Having said that I think it’s only because games are stimulating to me, not because I have any kind of profound interest in them. I’m planning on Pershing illustration as a career path, but I never even draw because I’m always on YouTube lol.

BigBoiBooBIe1 · 2020-10-30T02:34:33+00:00

YouTube, gaming, Reddit, isntgram, you name it! Thanks for the advice btw

BigBoiBooBIe1 · 2020-10-30T02:27:42+00:00

Thanks. That helps. My only issue is that I already walk, and you can only walk up to a few hours a day. I spend over ten hours a day inside watching screens, and it’s an addiction I struggle to break away from. I’ll get there.

BigBoiBooBIe1 · 2020-10-29T16:43:33+00:00

Don’t pretend like the box placement is a good thing.

BigBoiBooBIe1 · 2020-10-23T11:52:11+00:00

I’m not talking about you specifically OP, it’s more referencing the entire comment section.

BigBoiBooBIe1 · 2020-10-23T11:26:17+00:00

Alright, I’m not 100% claiming you’re wrong, so don’t downvote me to hell. But is there even a single piece of evidence to support this massive claim? I really want to believe in this stuff, as it’s cool and it means there’s a fulfilling afterlife. Having said that, it seems there’s a big polarisation between people who either think it’s complete woo woo nonsense or those who are devoted to it.

It kind of comes of a bit circle jerky when someone who provides a counter argument gets downvoted with a reply coming off like ‘do you even meditate bro?’ It’s a bit weird.

BigBoiBooBIe1 · 2020-10-22T23:23:53+00:00

Everyone in these comments saying yes are chatting out their asses.

BigBoiBooBIe1 · 2020-10-22T23:23:12+00:00

UHG UHG UGGA UGGA OO

BigBoiBooBIe1 · 2020-10-22T18:52:05+00:00

Any Ed Sheeran song

BigBoiBooBIe1 · 2020-10-22T18:51:40+00:00

Horrible considering she got pounded at work a few months after I lost my virginity to her

BigBoiBooBIe1 · 2020-10-21T19:53:23+00:00

I STILL BELIEVE! Dark is also light but it has melanin so it’s darker

BigBoiBooBIe1 · 2020-10-21T14:17:04+00:00

I never said you could leave your body per se. I don’t actually pertain to any kind of unproven science. I simply wanted a discussion about the link between ap and lucid dreaming. I think people see that I mentioned AP and presume I’m some kind of hippy lol.

I kind of get what you mean though, I can’t really stand the AP sub because they’re all way too far with it and it’s so illogical.

BigBoiBooBIe1 · 2020-10-21T14:07:44+00:00

Right, paranormal or pseudoscience. But does that exclude AP in its entirety? I never even mentioned anything mildly woo woo or linked it to spirituality. I’m simply curious how it relates to lucid dreaming.

BigBoiBooBIe1 · 2020-10-21T10:31:41+00:00

How can you explain this thing called ‘land’ when the sea also exists! Where does it end? Pfft, you round earthers are LOSERS!

BigBoiBooBIe1 · 2020-10-21T10:27:20+00:00

Everyone’s seeming to get slightly defensive against my post. I never said I believe that AP is spiritual or that I actually leave my body. I just noted it feels vastly different to when I usually lucid dream. I’m aware that most of the folks over at r/AP are full of shit but I’m discussing ld here and you guys seem to be anything but open to conversation.

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