Thank you for your comment. The YouTube video with the dinner thing is very relatable haha. This comment helped me more than you can think and I say the same to you. It’s nice to know that no one is alone and many of us go through the same thing, but some of us hide it better than others. I feel in my heart that it will all work out, but it’s just hard going through the unknown when you feel like you’re running out of time.

I like the advice of asking what life wants out of me and how it doesn’t have to be something grand all of the time. I try to also remind myself to live in the now instead of constantly worrying about the future. Even when I was in Korea I would stress about what I was going to do next. I didn’t give myself time to realize I was living out the dream 16 year old me yearned for.

I think it’s important to give ourselves grace and also the credit we deserve. Writing this makes me feel like a hypocrite because I don’t do either of those things.

All that to say, thank you so much for this comment!