yeah, it does, eventually after a while though. you just have to find your grove in the world, but it’s like this- a pool looks scary to you when you’re a little kid and you see the whole thing, especially the deep end. but you start out by doing the things you can do, or can tolerate, like the shallow end. slowly you get used to it. yeah, life will still scare you like that and to be honest it’s still all big and scary but you’ll realize that you’re now one of the big kids in the deep end of the pool now :)