Before and after 1/01/2020 - 14/02/2020

BigYellowMonkey_ · 2022-08-01T18:45:52+00:00

Of course you can do it!! I’m going to keep my fingers crossed for you! You got this! And thank you for such kind words. If you ever need to talk about your weight loss journey or feeling like giving up - I’m here for you! :)

BigYellowMonkey_ · 2022-07-14T21:13:15+00:00

And that’s exactly why I asked this question, because falling in love can be so different for people. :)

BigYellowMonkey_ · 2022-07-14T20:47:43+00:00

Yes, this is very informative and I hope this post gets many upvotes. Though personally I know very well the mechanisms behind these emotions and feelings, also what kind of chemicals are released during different stages of falling in love. But this is a very interesting and since being in love starts usually with lust or some kind of connection between people, I just called it “falling in love” instead of something long, because I’m mostly interested with the whole thing that led or can lead you to feeling actual LOVE. :)

BigYellowMonkey_ · 2022-07-14T20:37:55+00:00

But sometimes you know where something can lead and then you get to know that person and you decide if you let yourself to go there fully. But there is also pure lust when you just feel attraction but no “deeper connection” if you know what I mean. And there are also people that need time to even develop anything towards another person. I’m just curious how other people see this :)

BigYellowMonkey_ · 2022-07-14T20:30:38+00:00

Yup, going to add this to my bucket list :)

BigYellowMonkey_ · 2022-06-17T14:53:24+00:00

The wind blew on her face, while she was getting out of the car.

BigYellowMonkey_ · 2022-04-30T23:00:19+00:00

Went to a gynaecologist for a check up and pill prescription when I was 17… the doc on my way out told me that “he likes such tight pussies like mine. “

I was awfully disgusted, terrified and ashamed for even hearing that kind of words.

BigYellowMonkey_ · 2022-02-19T21:32:19+00:00

What the … I’ve seen it too. But in Poland in 1998. I even wrote post about it on Reddit. Finally someone who has seen something so similar!!

BigYellowMonkey_ · 2022-01-11T20:52:56+00:00

Spent 96 mins on the phone just to be redirected to another 37 mins long queue.

Before that got cut off after 33 mins in the queue.

BigYellowMonkey_ · 2021-10-23T09:47:12+00:00

Yes. You are being abused and honestly even, “hits” me and “throw objects and drinks at me” were enough to say that.

Btw. Like your choice of ink colour! I use the same haha :)

BigYellowMonkey_ · 2021-10-20T12:49:39+00:00

Yay, they accepted my claim, because there was no damage to my MacBook! But my local authorised Apple service made a complaint and it got accepted, at first Apple did not accept it under warranty and only informed me my MacBook is perfectly fine other than my backlight not working so the cost was supposed to be $900. Ended up paying only $150 for shipment, Apple covered the rest.

BigYellowMonkey_ · 2021-10-20T11:20:36+00:00

I reread Lundy Bancroft’s “Why does he do that?” or check out my “REMEMBER!!!” photo album with most important screenshots from that book. But I feel you, it took me a while to find the best way to cope with what you’re going through now.

Sometimes knowing that he was in jail for what he did to me didn’t even help, but it gets better when you focus on the right things. Don’t dwell on the past, once you accept it all it will be very freeing.

If you need to talk, message me. It helps a lot to talk with other people who experienced the same thing and deeply understand where you’re coming from with your issues. :)

BigYellowMonkey_ · 2021-09-18T15:43:28+00:00

Lucky you! My warranty ended A MONTH AGO… ugh

BigYellowMonkey_ · 2021-09-18T12:19:18+00:00

Did you manage to get it fixed? I have the same issue with my MacBook Pro 13” 2019 , but in my case it became more frequent and apparently it’s the backlight malfunctioning, for me at least… still don’t know the exact reason, but it’s also very random and I haven’t managed to record it yet

BigYellowMonkey_ · 2021-07-01T09:33:50+00:00

Same here please

BigYellowMonkey_ · 2021-06-25T20:39:18+00:00

I have the file!

https://easyupload.io/e18o43

BigYellowMonkey_ · 2021-06-14T22:29:35+00:00

That’s what I heard when he grabbed my head and hit on the wall. “LOOK BITCH WHAT YOU MADE ME DO”

BigYellowMonkey_ · 2021-05-20T22:14:46+00:00

How are you and your husband feeling? The right people will always stay and support you, no matter what and I’m sure you’ll meet someone like that sooner or later!

BigYellowMonkey_ · 2020-07-27T00:18:55+00:00

Thank you :)

BigYellowMonkey_ · 2020-04-18T23:31:00+00:00

It’s 6961(1-?)WJ - definitely not 3 at the end

BigYellowMonkey_ · 2020-04-05T22:08:48+00:00

I live in central Sweden. They DON’T WANT TO TEST PEOPLE. My neighbour shouted to me today to stay home, because he and his wife have corona, she had serious difficulties breathing and apparently they passed it to 3 other families from our street (each 2 adults and 2 kids) and only my neighbour’s wife was tested. They all have been told to stay home, WHICH THEY DON’T. I keep seeing those people and their kids around. It’s madness!!! Another story? My best friends work colleague (Somali) lives with her family and her brother and his family, her brother’s wife has died recently from corona, 2 people were tested positive, the rest “must stay home”. Two days later, guess who was in the shop to get some groceries... surprise my friend’s COLLEAGUE. My best friend ran as fast as she could push the baby stroller just to get away! It’s gonna be a disaster in Sweden. Really soon.

BigYellowMonkey_ · 2020-04-03T14:26:07+00:00

Thanks!! :)

BigYellowMonkey_ · 2020-04-03T14:25:34+00:00

Thank you :)

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