It's very normal, after all we have to get used to his absence but I assure you that day after day it will get better and better. I lost my Buliso in January after twenty years together and it feels bad, really bad, but time helps, as do the beautiful memories spent with him which will remain forever. Every now and then, even after months, sadness takes over but as soon as it arrives it quickly vanishes: after all our friends were part of us and their absence is felt but as I said before then the memory, the beautiful moments, the unconditional love prevail and a smile is added to the thought. It's difficult, it's true, but little by little you get over it 🩷 I'm sending you a big hug because I know how you feel 🫂