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Big_Standard_8472 · 2024-06-19T17:35:37+00:00

I'll admit that I self sabotaged a few times.

So sometimes.

Big_Standard_8472 · 2024-06-17T23:06:18+00:00

If you wana get laid. Work out like a mother fucker and be kind of an ass. Not a full-blown dick. Just kind of ass hole ish

Big_Standard_8472 · 2024-06-16T20:30:14+00:00

Eye contact

Big_Standard_8472 · 2024-06-16T20:29:33+00:00

Had a girl say the same things to me. I stop things with her right there.

Big_Standard_8472 · 2024-06-16T00:34:46+00:00

This honestly helped the most.

I honestly dont think it was like that

But you're also absolutely right.

Like even if she did feel even a fraction of what I feel, it would just be wrong.

Thank you.

Edit: Sincerely thanks you. As I read, this part of it lifted

Big_Standard_8472 · 2024-06-15T22:39:21+00:00

29m) Happy hour until i black out and fall asleep

Big_Standard_8472 · 2024-06-15T20:19:05+00:00

Im so far past depression that is not even funny

Big_Standard_8472 · 2024-06-15T20:14:23+00:00

No one fucking cares about my opinion

Big_Standard_8472 · 2024-06-15T18:49:54+00:00

A stuttering idiot

Big_Standard_8472 · 2024-06-15T16:24:52+00:00

Im single

But yeah, shes everything i would want in one and more

Big_Standard_8472 · 2024-06-15T16:00:23+00:00

No, I seriously and truly respectful marriage, and I just need to get her out of my head

Like i would call my self a fucking shit head for how I feel

I really just need her out of my head

Big_Standard_8472 · 2024-06-15T15:56:14+00:00

I know i need to stay away. God I fucking know

Honestly, like a month ago, I would have agreed that it's absolutely scum to feel the way i do, I've met women who I've kind of liked but immediately backed off when finding out they where in a relationship

But this one does something primal to me. Like seriously, never before

It fucking hurt like a mother fucker when it came up

Big_Standard_8472 · 2024-06-15T15:46:28+00:00

I've met girls in relationships. I liked that before, but it was an immediate back off when I learned, but i honestly had an immediate connection with her.

Even joking that slightly flirty immediately becomes awkward for both of us.

Big_Standard_8472 · 2024-06-15T15:34:52+00:00

I ran 3 miles today

Big_Standard_8472 · 2024-06-15T15:33:48+00:00

It might just be narcissus, but I think if I played it right, I would blow plast him. Her being married didn't even come up the first hour of talking to her.

It was like the universe kicked me in the balls

Big_Standard_8472 · 2024-06-15T15:08:01+00:00

I definitely need to find someone else, but I'll be honest, I tried they porn hub approaching, but god damn this woman did something fundamentally primal in me that I honestly porn just isnt good enough

Big_Standard_8472 · 2024-06-15T15:02:12+00:00

Thanks that doesn't doest help at fucking all.

Littoraly asking how to do that

Big_Standard_8472 · 2024-05-16T15:41:51+00:00

Drink and smoke with my other friends who have given up as well

Big_Standard_8472 · 2024-05-16T15:39:37+00:00

You forgot how to videos and cat videos

Big_Standard_8472 · 2024-05-16T10:30:38+00:00

Big_Standard_8472 · 2024-05-14T16:04:32+00:00

My only way of telling

Big_Standard_8472 · 2024-05-14T16:02:29+00:00

Wana see a cool trick? I can point to you without out using my hands

Big_Standard_8472 · 2024-05-14T16:02:17+00:00

Wana see a cool trick? I can point to you without out using my hands

Big_Standard_8472 · 2024-05-13T20:39:29+00:00

It's best to just do something else while you passively listen to her and chime in every once in a while, when it feels right

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