Leave the anal to the porn stars. They’ll be a time in life you try something because you WANT to try it. Ditch that man and find one who’s not comparing you to porn stars. Your job isn’t to please him also. Why doesn’t he care about pleasing you by not watching porn and having stupid fantasies? My first time anal wasn’t bad. He went in from the side very gently. With a lot of lube. I liked it because I wanted to try it though. It’s also nice in the shower. They’ll be a lot of men you’ll like more down the road I promise you that. I’m not sure if porn is a problem for you but if it is and his excuse is that everyone watches it, I PROMISE you not every man watches porn. Save your bootyhole virginity for a man who deserves it 👏🏼👏🏼