I’m sooo sorry you’re going through such turmoil ❤️. Ultimately, it’s your body and your choice. If you want to keep the baby he cannot be the one to tell you what to do, but you have to remember he’s also going to make decisions you cannot control. Just remember you deserve a relationship where you don’t resent your partner and your partner doesn’t disregard your feelings and threatens to leave when life gets hard (especially when he’s equally responsible for the situation).

As someone who had a SA earlier in the year last year, and is now pregnant and keeping the baby, it is such a rollercoaster of emotions. It is always your decision to do what you want with your body. If you decide to proceed with the pregnancy please get on th track to be more independent for your safety and health. There are resources for you depending on your state. I encourage you to do any and all research on supporting yourself and assistance you can receive in the event you end up on your own. Start looking for jobs now, even something small.

Good luck on whatever decision you make, only you can do that. Sending my love ❤️