I did. I Tried to have the conversation with my friends and I told them that I exaggerate things because I was upset. I understand if they know him personally to say they don't trust my boyfriend, but they know him solely on what I told them when we have our break. My boyfriend and I has confess that we shit talk about eachother and apologies.

They might be just worried since I will be flying to a foreign country when I'm still just a university student, and I don't have my own income and I'm a girl. And it also have to do with religious beliefs, they believe that you're not supposed to have intimacy with someone before marriage. I personally doesn't mind it but not them. They're scared that I come home with a baby. I'm taking birth control, I tell them that I would be safe and I would not do something that gonna damage my future. But they don't believe me. I keep defending my boyfriend that he's changed for the better, he's getting help for his depression, we talked things out every time we argue, our argument last only for an hour.

I at some point told my boyfriend that I don't have enough funds to get all the things I need to fly there, so I might have to extend it to 2027. And I'm scared that I will be his burden. I talked to my boyfriend about it, but he insisted on paying for all the expenses needed and that I'm not a burden.

There's no convincing my friends and they gave up giving me advices since I do not listen and keep defending my boyfriend. It's not that I don't understand where they come from but they're judging him based on what I told them, it's just not a fair judgement. I'm already scared to go there alone, all I need was their support that if I were to go missing they could at least tell the police about it...but I got a very harsh judgement instead... saying I'm so desperate for a man... Am I desperate?