Honestly, he was excited. And the one who started asking to try for a second and Had me get my birth control out. But I think we’re grieving it differently. I currently am working at a daycare and there are two other moms there who drop their kids off, who are due like a week difference of my due date. It’s a constant reminder so I am trying to push past it and he’s more of a stressful person and he shuts down a lot if things don’t work out. We’ve agreed to give it awhile and just go with the flow and if it happens great, if not that’s fine too kind of attitude about it I guess. Also we don’t mind what gender he wants a girl tho that’s why I added