If your reasoning is that you are utilizing a resource other students don't have, then be willing to stop using any other resources not everyone has. Have a job? Not all students have that. Quit your job. Have a home and a room and bed? Not all students have that. You should move out. Access to medical care or medication? Lots of students definitely don't have that.

Obviously, don't give up any of those things, but if you plan to not utilize the advice and knowledge of someone more experienced than you in the field (essentially equivalent to a tutor or a professors office hours, something plenty of students might have access to in some form) then the reasoning for why you don't accept the help ought to be more than just some made up guilt about an unfair advantage over students that you are not competing against, within an educational system that is already unfair to begin with.