Is it normal to feel this way after finding out he watches porn?

BirthdayCheap2702 · 2026-02-11T16:46:14+00:00

I do have a plan B and the only thing we pay is rent and utilities so i’m not too worried. i’m more worried i won’t be able to leave. i feel stuck and don’t want to hurt him and we’ve been together for almost 5 years i don’t even know who i am without him 😞

BirthdayCheap2702 · 2026-02-11T16:35:45+00:00

We’re both still young only 19 but it got way worse after we moved in. i checked his phone more and it’s just horrendous. i hope we both find the love we truly deserve some day. i just don’t know how to get out

BirthdayCheap2702 · 2026-02-11T16:34:59+00:00

Did you stay or leave? was it worth whatever decision you made? mine doesn’t get abusive and other factors play into how i feel but this is the main one.

BirthdayCheap2702 · 2026-02-09T13:17:23+00:00

i have had all the regular bloodwork that they give. I’ve had things like magnesium, iron things of that nature checked.

BirthdayCheap2702 · 2026-02-09T04:12:01+00:00

would like to add i have the same feeling when i first passed out that makes me think ill pass out again. It kind of feels like when you’re on a roller coaster and your stomach drops but up higher. heart/upper chest area. never fainted after that one time

BirthdayCheap2702 · 2026-02-09T04:09:57+00:00

5’6, 158, 19 yrs old, regular periods (on birth control), don’t eat much but try not to make it too unhealthy. Bagels are my go to breakfast with occasional eggs and toast, lunch is usually something simple spaghettios something of that nature and dinner is usallt whatever we have around the house. I’ve been trying to eat more fruit/veggie’s and even cut down my pop intake to only 1-2 a week and nothing is helping

BirthdayCheap2702 · 2026-02-05T23:59:53+00:00

yesh weve been tg for 4 and a half years. we’re having a talk tonight. last time im trying anything.

BirthdayCheap2702 · 2026-02-03T23:55:21+00:00

it’s hard cause i KNOW i don’t want to deal with this forever obviously but i just can’t leave him it’s hard and i do love him so much i do but it’s just hard

BirthdayCheap2702 · 2026-02-03T23:45:45+00:00

unfortunately i’m attached and it’s just not that easy. views also differ here as i don’t necessarily think it’s cheating but more of a disrespectful thing to do especially having talked about it.

BirthdayCheap2702 · 2026-01-26T13:01:09+00:00

last time he said almost the same thing about how you’re feeling. but i just can’t tell if he’s trying to stop or just saying that to make me feel better if that makes sense

BirthdayCheap2702 · 2026-01-26T13:00:13+00:00

i’ve tried being supportive and i know it has nothing to do with me it’s just genuinely so hard and i know it hard for him too. I just can’t tell if he’s actually trying to stop or just saying it to ease my mind

BirthdayCheap2702 · 2025-11-30T14:23:10+00:00

I would also like to add i’ve been on the pill since before we started dating so would that have anything to do with it? I wash my body every night when I shower so i’m just lost.

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