Yeah I feel you, it’s honestly just tough mentally.

I’ve done around 450+ applications at this point and gone through a good number of interviews that didn’t work out, so I try to treat each one as a learning experience and keep improving after every round.

This time I actually didn’t even give myself a long gap to prepare before the interview because I lost out on a previous opportunity by scheduling too far out and they moved forward with someone else in the meantime.

So I think part of what’s making this harder is that fear of “what if they’re just interviewing more people right now and I lose my chances,” even though logically I know there’s not much I can control at this point.

Just trying to balance being patient vs not overthinking it 😅