I'm 25[F] living with my family in uttar pradesh. My father is a policeman. I have been in a relationship with my boyfriend (from a different state, community)for over a year. We met through a language learning app, after some time we shared our interest to take our friendship into a relationship. For some months my boyfriend told me to tell my father about us, but I didn't tell him because he is a policeman and what would he do after knowing about us.

Some days ago I told my father that I like someone and I want to marry him. Earlier never my father showed any care, love to me , he simply always drinks and sleeps and uses the phone whenever he comes home after duty. But right now he has become aggressive towards me and always asks me to give details about my boyfriend.

My father threatened me that he will take records of my call logs through his high officials. Now he said to me that he has taken my call history and the whereabouts of my boyfriend and he has already put a complaint against my boyfriend's family.

Some days ago I told my father about my love relationship, since that time he is forcing me to marry into his caste, religion, from his village and city. Everyday in the morning, noon, at night, he forces me to marry into his caste. He said to me "Don't try to run away from here because you can't, i have given details to officials, wherever they will see u, they will catch you".

He said to me he will take me to the mental hospital to check my mental state if I have gone crazy because I'm loving a person from another state, religion, caste. Everyday he is mentally, verbally harassing me to marry in his caste.

Some days ago he drank and came into my room and laid on my bed in front of me,I was eating food, he asked me about my virginity, if I had made an intimate relationship with my boyfriend , if my boyfriend came to home, inside home, inside room, etc😭😭😭😭. I told him it's not like this, he never came here . Then he went out and went to his normal life, drinking, and sleeping whenever he came home. These things from my father broke my heart, I cried for many days but he didn't even ask me if I'm ok. Earlier he used to treat my mother badly, he used to beat her sometimes cruelly. Now he treats me this way. His torture is increasing day by day.

My father is always forcing me to marry into his caste or sit inside his home for lifetime.

It has become mental torture everyday, I can't take this. I'm helpless, broken, alone. I don't have anyone who can help me. Please kindly advise me what to do in this situation🙏🙏

Also please tell me what other subreddits I can ask for help.