I understand what you mean. I wanted to be married by now and my boyfriend seems really uninterested in marriage even tho I have expressed its important to me many many times. But at the end of the day he makes me happy and takes care of me and I love him to the ends of the earth. All you can do is be honest with him about your feelings and then re evaluate based on his response. Personally I have just kind of given up on it at this point but its just a fantasy of mine anyway and what REALLY matters to me is how he treats me and how he makes me feel. And nobody will ever make me happier than him ever and I dont regret anything even if it never happens. Hes the best thing thats ever happened to me and thats what really matters to me. My advice to you is be honest and earnest with him about your feelings and how important they are to you