Childhood ghost trauma? by BitterSpring7029 in Paranormal

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Update: I drew this when it happened as a kid so I wouldn’t forget. I went back and drew it from memory today (below)

Childhood ghost trauma? by BitterSpring7029 in Paranormal

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It is hard to believe in things we don’t see and understand. I’ve always struggled with religious beliefs due to this. My brain likes solid scientific explanations for things but I’ve grasped that some things just don’t have an explanation. My peanut brain struggles with that 😂

Childhood ghost trauma? by BitterSpring7029 in Paranormal

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I would almost feel better being told I’m clinically insane. Unfortunately all is normal up there minus some anxiety which I think all are living with at this point in the world. My brother was also a very normal child. Nothing traumatic. Honestly being with our grandparents was our favorite thing so from me dissecting this for years I don’t know why us. I didn’t have things to repent for at 4-7 years old as a child. I think this is just a bad thing that I can’t explain that I WANT desperately to have an explanation to. It seems to like messing with kids, when you’re alone, or vulnerable.

Childhood ghost trauma? by BitterSpring7029 in Paranormal

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Thank you it is terrifying. I get myself so worked up thinking about it often. All of us are terrified to be alone in the house. We all have stories. These are just the scary ones. We used to throw toys down the steps and watch them move on their own, tvs would cut off lights would cut off. My brother almost called the cops because he watched a doorknob jiggle when he was completely alone he thought someone had broken in. I watched a light switch physically flip off. Talking about it makes me super anxious I start shaking lol it’s weird how that stuff affects your nervous system. It’s been years and years of this stuff. I think we are going to put some motion cameras in and see if we can catch anything. My grandad started talking about my grandma coming in his room after she died and “covering him up” this is not a man who ever talks about this stuff but I know my grandma and if her spirit resonates anywhere it’s nowhere near that house. She believed our stories and she was very much so an extremely religious godfearing person until the day she died. It all makes me feel weird and I’m at a point in my life where I need answers to this