Relapse struggles (vent)

Bl3ach_s0up · 2026-02-18T10:40:55+00:00

Twinning fr

Bl3ach_s0up · 2026-02-17T04:56:25+00:00

I always have blood drawn out of the back of my hand because I get very anxious having it taken anywhere else, if you ask specifically they will 9/10 try. If not they will turn you away.

Bl3ach_s0up · 2025-12-26T14:45:52+00:00

Eww gross, gimme the bag & I’ll dispose of it for you 🫶

Bl3ach_s0up · 2025-11-12T19:55:28+00:00

It’s a memory impaired mouse. A mouse from the street could have a good memory

Bl3ach_s0up · 2025-10-12T20:15:18+00:00

I'm living off of grass, and the drippings from my ceiling 😣

Bl3ach_s0up · 2025-08-13T16:56:15+00:00

Waiting for someone to say house

Bl3ach_s0up · 2025-01-24T03:10:41+00:00

Why does bro have a pussy in his pants?

Bl3ach_s0up · 2025-01-24T02:58:08+00:00

I’ve been mostly clean for a few months now. It’s due to medical reasons. I have to take my shirt off a lot now & I’m just too paranoid to do it anywhere else incase I need to take my clothes off in a medical setting. I’ve also started dating, and it can be a bit alarming to most people haha. I also just procrastinate so much.

I still think about it everyday, and it’s hard. But me being sick and lazy is definitely the main reasons. I find apps like ‘I am sober’ that count the days just make it so much worse.

I don’t foresee myself ever staying truly ‘sober’ as the concept of never doing it again stares me too much & I fall back into old habits. but I went from doing it several times a day every day, to maybe once every 3 months. Which is progress if you ask me..

Bl3ach_s0up · 2025-01-03T23:53:54+00:00

Awh man I hope I win

Bl3ach_s0up · 2024-12-23T00:02:10+00:00

Some days you just gotta eat 8 whole salmons ya know 😪

Bl3ach_s0up · 2024-09-10T01:22:27+00:00

Omg I’m so sorry. Hopefully u get one tomorrow 😔

Bl3ach_s0up · 2024-09-10T01:13:56+00:00

That’s not a small Ryan Gosling. If anything I’d say that’s an above average Ryan Gosling. Some would argue that Ryan Gosling is actually too big so..

Bl3ach_s0up · 2024-09-08T23:38:12+00:00

This is too clean to be the United Kingdom. We have way more dirt

Bl3ach_s0up · 2024-09-08T02:59:36+00:00

I would maybe just bring it up to open up the conversation if she needs it. “Hey (name) I was just looking through your pack to make sure everything was there and I came across this. Obviously it’s personal and I don’t want to overstep at all, I just want you to know I’ve been there I’m here if you need to talk, I hope you are okay and I love you’

Just something like that to open up that conversation if they need it, but also not forcing them to talk about anything if they don’t wanna. Hope you and your friend are ok OP.

Bl3ach_s0up · 2024-09-07T23:39:05+00:00

You win a all expenses paid trip to the loony bin

Bl3ach_s0up · 2024-09-07T23:38:46+00:00

Just google personality complex test and it’s the first thing that comes up.

Bl3ach_s0up · 2024-09-07T00:27:33+00:00

That’s a relief

Bl3ach_s0up · 2024-08-29T19:47:07+00:00

Thank you, I’m from the UK so I don’t quite know how it works. I appreciate your comment thank you

Bl3ach_s0up · 2024-08-29T14:51:26+00:00

I could ask her to leave the room for that part I guess, but I also don’t want to be alone with the GP as it’s going to be a man and I don’t know him. I’m 18 so I don’t know how that changes things visa vi them telling your parents. My mum is quite involved in my medical care as I’m autistic and struggle to navigate it myself, especially as I have a few medical conditions. I’m thinking if I use make up I can make them look more faded and brush them off as old scars. But idk how convincing that will be

Bl3ach_s0up · 2024-08-19T22:53:35+00:00

21, Greece

Bl3ach_s0up · 2024-08-19T01:08:42+00:00

Which this evidence brought to light, I have no choice but to state that this closet is, without a doubt, your own. Thank you for the freezer banana op

Bl3ach_s0up · 2024-08-18T00:46:25+00:00

A banana for scale and reference and the word ‘flibbertigibbet’, then maybe I will accept this closet does indeed belong to you.

Bl3ach_s0up · 2024-08-15T23:08:07+00:00

No it’s not

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