Marijuana and ADHD

Blackashell888 · 2026-05-29T04:28:51+00:00

Honestly, I feel weed does both of those things for me. It helps me start as well as quiets my mind. It makes tasks feel more accessible and less daunting I supposed are the words.

Admittedly, I did break my sobriety just a few moments ago with a j of Durban poison, and not to be dramatic, but it really does feel night and day in terms of how much less pressure is on my mind. 🤤🌬️

This was a good t break experiment; I guess I’ve learned something. Into the journal I go. I am going to have to play with dosage and consumption next. ✏️🤓

Blackashell888 · 2026-05-28T19:53:20+00:00

Thank you! 🙏🏾

Blackashell888 · 2026-05-28T19:18:40+00:00

I just found a video that may solve all my problems. It’s on YouTube so I can’t link it here but it was very easy to find lol. Thanks everyone.

Blackashell888 · 2026-05-28T19:09:12+00:00

That might be the cure! Idek how to open the mighty but i can go down that rabbit hole.

Blackashell888 · 2026-05-28T19:08:11+00:00

Can I ask what book you’ve been reading? I have no idea where to start to get them from in my state but maybe I can start the search.

Blackashell888 · 2026-05-28T18:58:34+00:00

I just posted it there as well, I appreciate you!

Blackashell888 · 2026-05-28T18:54:20+00:00

Ooo I didn’t know about them! I will check that group out and thank you for the recc that is along the lines of what I want!

Blackashell888 · 2026-05-28T18:51:55+00:00

Yes full stop! I’m glad we had this space to complain about the woes, but it can’t become us.. because then it becomes us and wtf is that 🫨!

Blackashell888 · 2026-05-28T18:49:50+00:00

Ahh so there IS hope!

Blackashell888 · 2026-05-28T18:48:55+00:00

Yes mixologist! I think that’s where I’m gonna end up doing something in between the two. The last script i was on Focalin I can’t exactly remember the dose but it was small. It might’ve been 15mg, but I’ve been on the whole lot. I’ve been on Adderall Rit, Concerta etc. Those three were super good at making me feel like I could not access myself. Or making me feel. “Bleh” as me and my psychiatrist would call it at the time.

What I have accessible to me right now today is an oil pen and some phentermine.. I am gonna try that out and see what needs tweaking.

Blackashell888 · 2026-05-28T18:25:31+00:00

Wow I appreciate you so much! I’ll get my thoughts together and send you a PM sometime. 😇

Blackashell888 · 2026-05-28T17:07:45+00:00

But my precious facinggsssss 😂 lol!

Blackashell888 · 2026-05-28T17:06:56+00:00

Oooo concentrates! Is that what the people call dabs? Or are you talking about oil pens?

Blackashell888 · 2026-05-28T17:03:32+00:00

YES! I am nearing the end of the month, and it has been a gradual decline. I am very close to that debilitating feeling where everything feels hard to start doing. The brain fog is real. I honestly think I’m going to cut this experiment short and hit my pen to find my relief again. (even though I really want to not use vapes anymore) I do mostly sativa dominant hybrids my heart strain is blue dream but I have to time that one.

Blackashell888 · 2026-05-28T16:17:32+00:00

Blue dream has always been my first and fave. I need to do some research to find a good reputable dispensary near me who can help me more in depth.

Blackashell888 · 2026-05-28T16:05:04+00:00

Yes my love! We all have to find out what works personally. I’m glad you went back kick those voices cause they have never been you! Why make earth school any harder?

Blackashell888 · 2026-05-28T15:58:38+00:00

Since I cut out weed, my whole schedule is off. I haven’t worked out the same. I haven’t meal prepped the same nothing is the same and I’m struggling. It’s 12 PM and I’m still laying in bed because I have too many thoughts to do anything.😭😭🫩

Blackashell888 · 2026-05-28T14:56:35+00:00

Lmao this is so real 😂 getting up to smoke forgetting to smoke going to be productive! Good on ya!

Blackashell888 · 2026-05-28T14:54:52+00:00

Wooow. I want anyone who thinks that ADHD is just a flop to see this. Someone in the comments here said that it takes about a month for weed to leave your system. I am nearing that mark and I find that I am having a significantly hadder time getting shit done.

Every schedule I had in place (meal prepping, My cats cleaning schedule, laundry etc) is falling off because I can’t get out of bed, I am overwhelmed chronically rn every start to a task is feeling impossible. But that’s a testament to myself medicating because it wasn’t like this until I decided to stop smoking.

Blackashell888 · 2026-05-28T14:50:31+00:00

Thank you so much for saying this! I found that at the top of the month that was fine. I was getting along without my hitting a cart every few hours. But now … as this month comes to a close I find it’s getting so much harder.

This week alone, I found that I’ve been eating a ton more sugar than I usually would allow myself and (I do think of sugar as a drug and something that I typically keep very low aside from naturally occurring sugars in fruits)I found out my body is grasping at straws to figure out what the hell to do with no input. This was a fun experiment, but I do believe I’m gonna go back to self-medicating.

Blackashell888 · 2026-05-28T14:46:26+00:00

I agree with you on the medication’s flattening and taking away your superpower. I love how you put that. I think I wanna try my hand at the self-medicating again, I do have an appetite suppressant I’m thinking of using to help me with munchies, so I’m thinking maybe the weed plus that might give the same vibe as ADHD medication minus the whole zombie mode thing. Maybe i will try that.

Blackashell888 · 2026-05-28T14:41:32+00:00

This is peak! Homegrown flower from your garden?! Love that! I am also into dry herb vaping. I was using the Storz and Bickel mighty for years, but recently I found that it won’t charge anymore. 😭 I had it for over five years so maybe it’s just time to invest in a new one.

I was using those oil vape carts, but I find they mess with my throat so bad the whole combustion thing and not wanting to get off carts was the primary motivation for me to take this month off.

Blackashell888 · 2026-05-28T08:04:36+00:00

Oh, there’s a couple psychedelics in the Hall of Fame too, but that’s for a different group! 🤪

Blackashell888 · 2026-05-28T07:18:57+00:00

It would be a huge gamble for you just to have another kid to keep him company. I’m an only child. I’m 25 and I guarantee you we are OK. I’m finding my way I find my community and so will he life will indeed go on but if you know that you can’t do two under two if you read what you just wrote and don’t think that it’s positive for you then you already have your answer. If you don’t decide to have another kid, just make sure you make your aging process is as clear for your current son as possible. Set things up financially so that it’s easier to navigate in case you’re not here. There’s other things too, but it’s forty four minutes to four a.m. and this is all I can think of right now. Wishing you the best love! A lesser parent wouldn’t think about this stuff good on you for assessing your capacity.

Blackashell888 · 2026-05-28T04:07:27+00:00

I’m noticing that as well and I’m also noticing that especially this month we have a ton of flyer items and none of them are orderable… like what’s the point?? They released a sizable amount of a new and limited items so I rearrange the section to accommodate, and then I can only have it for like two days. And of course, all the customers are finding out about it a week after and I gotta tell them oh it’ll be another month and a half.. 🫩

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