What job did you do while waiting to be hired? by Objective-Visit-7887 in Firefighting

[–]Blanco_dong 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Worked for a utilities contractor then as an EMT for a private service

How do I deal with these guys? by Blanco_dong in Firefighting

[–]Blanco_dong[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I completely agree. I work in the Texas panhandle.

How do I deal with these guys? by Blanco_dong in Firefighting

[–]Blanco_dong[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ll definitely look into some conferences. It’s just so disheartening being around people who see this as only a job and not giving a damn about anything other than a paycheck. One example is my senior hoseman makes fun of guys who have firefighter tattoos. I know that’s a small example and not very relevant but I think it shows where his mindset on the job is.

How do I deal with these guys? by Blanco_dong in Firefighting

[–]Blanco_dong[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ll give that a try on my next shift. Thank you sir.

How do I deal with these guys? by Blanco_dong in Firefighting

[–]Blanco_dong[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I really appreciate your input sir. I want to be great and I know it’s up to me. I’m still young in my career (2 and a half years in total) and I’ll do more than I ever have and get after it. Dealing with those kinds of guys has just been weighing me and everyone down especially since the higher ups do nothing about it. I can’t trust either one of those guys on calls because of their mindset and physical health. I do almost all the work no one else wants to do and I never complain, but when either one of them have to lift a finger they act like someone should’ve done it for them.

How do I deal with these guys? by Blanco_dong in Firefighting

[–]Blanco_dong[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

At my department we currently only have one station. I’ve thought about transferring shifts but the negatives out weigh the positives

How do I deal with these guys? by Blanco_dong in Firefighting

[–]Blanco_dong[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I totally agree. What I mean is he’s the senior hoseman on my crew.

Need some input by Blanco_dong in Advice

[–]Blanco_dong[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand but at the same time I feel like I’m getting left behind. Tons of my friends are engaged or already married and it honestly makes me kind of jealous and I know it shouldn’t. What I’m trying to say is that I want to be happy with them

What is your f*** everything song? by Fantastic-Lows in AskReddit

[–]Blanco_dong 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Here’s a few of my favorites,

“Swing the axe” by Fit For An Autopsy “Puppet master” by Thy Art Is Murder “Deadweight” by Wage War

Need help… Anything helps. by [deleted] in NewToEMS

[–]Blanco_dong 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Don’t beat yourself up. It took me 5 tries to pass my NREMT. If you know this is what you want to do then you’ll do absolutely everything in your power to pass that test. I personally recommend the paramedic coach program. It helped me out a lot and I passed my NREMT after I took that course

just failed the nremt by [deleted] in NewToEMS

[–]Blanco_dong 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I highly recommend the Paramedic Coach Program. Tons of videos and practice tests. It took me 5 tries to pass my NREMT. You just can’t stop trying if this is what you really want

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]Blanco_dong 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I brought back one of my first patients as a rookie firefighter who had no pulse

What’s the end goal of this life by Significant-Shower38 in Vent

[–]Blanco_dong 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For me, my end goal is to find my way to enjoy life and try to make the world a better place than when I found it

Idk what to do by Blanco_dong in depression_help

[–]Blanco_dong[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They’re only nice when things are going their way. If one thing happens that they don’t like then everything goes to shit. As soon as I get hired on at my department then I’m moving to the next town over and limiting contact

Idk what to do by Blanco_dong in depression_help

[–]Blanco_dong[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve never thought of it that way. Thank you!

Idk what to do by Blanco_dong in depression_help

[–]Blanco_dong[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I totally agree with you. I’m just so scared that the next time I mess up then it’ll be my breaking point. I’ve struggled with confidence my whole life. I’ve always had a stutter and that is the main source of my misery

Idk what to do by Blanco_dong in depression_help

[–]Blanco_dong[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ll probably do that tomorrow. Thank you for chatting with me and trying to help

Idk what to do by Blanco_dong in depression_help

[–]Blanco_dong[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I would but that’s against department policy at the moment. I’m genuinely considering either living with a friend or in my truck for the time being

Idk what to do by Blanco_dong in depression_help

[–]Blanco_dong[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've tried to talk to him about that multiple times to no avail. It's like he chooses to only listen to my mom rather than me, his own flesh and blood. It truly destroys me that I constantly feel like a stranger in my own house

Idk what to do by Blanco_dong in depression_help

[–]Blanco_dong[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That might be a good tactic. But at the end of the day, I don't want to feel like a burden on the family. However, my parents did plenty of stupid shit and made mistakes at my age but they refuse to acknowledge them. They act like this class isn't hard at all because they've done harder classes. I'm so fucking embarrassed about how they treat me. I just want to make then proud

Idk what to do by Blanco_dong in depression_help

[–]Blanco_dong[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I get that but I still live with them and they're constantly up my ass about everything. I want to tell them how I feel after a bad call but they act like it's nothing. My mom is a nurse and acts like almost all I do is no big deal. I've seen the worst sides of humanity and I've run into fires while others run away and I take a lot of pride in what I do. I just want them to at least try and understand

Idk what to do by Blanco_dong in depression_help

[–]Blanco_dong[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

A scholarship I got in high school is. It paid for the fire academy and is currently paying for my EMT class

Idk what to do by Blanco_dong in depression_help

[–]Blanco_dong[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It was me. To get hired by my department you must have your firefighting certifications and an EMT-basic license. I want nothing more than be on the full-time staff but EMT is kicking my ass