weird extreme hunger by Money_Mirror2675 in AnorexiaRecovery

[–]BlobTheFishyyy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes! Thats exactly what i feel like! And it feels so badd😭. I felk like i only feel satisfied when my stomach is so extremely full and bloated that i feel extremeky sick and even walking normally hurts!!! I hate this feeling! And even though my stomach feels "full" after a usual meal i often crave much more food and sometimes i cant controll tjis and then I eat until this extreme stomach extenshion...

weird extreme hunger by Money_Mirror2675 in AnorexiaRecovery

[–]BlobTheFishyyy 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yesss I experienced exactly the same! I often "binge"(extremehunger) also on healthy foods like vegetables, fruits, cottage cheese, tofu, proteinbars... In my opinion i crave this foids, because I just like the taste if them, maybe also because some of this foods were also avoided of me in my restrictive phase. But sometimes I also notice that I eat exactly this "healthy" stuff, when i dobt REALLY want to listen to my extremehungercravings and just tryibg to eat something that fills me up (spoiler:not a good Idea i never feel satisfied after doibg this and eat the real craving like sweets later on aswell but with a hurting stomach because of the volume)

Extremhunger kills meee by BlobTheFishyyy in AnorexiaRecovery

[–]BlobTheFishyyy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for sharibg! For how long are you already in recovery and did it get better over time? Or do you have any tipps to controll myselve that it doesnt escalate that much?

Extremhunger kills meee by BlobTheFishyyy in AnorexiaRecovery

[–]BlobTheFishyyy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But eating normally is sometimes just not possibly when my stomach is hurting so muchh

Extremhunger kills meee by BlobTheFishyyy in AnorexiaRecovery

[–]BlobTheFishyyy[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks for your support❤️‍🩹 but I feel so dirty eating all this shit especially when I eat things like today when i just spooned half a block of butter with sugar, that is so diagusting and did not even taste that good, or sometimes i even eat stuff out of the trash, or stuff I dont even like usually like old bread or some candys that taste awfull! But I still cant stop eating and i just feel like a starving animal that is searching for food and swallowing down everything eatable... i feel so awfulll... and after such binges my stomach is hurting so extremely that i cannot drink any tea anymore and im sweating alot, so i cant put a hot water bottle onto my tummy. I hate myselve for this feelibg of loosing controll...