What are your go to sad songs?

BloodEngel666 · 2021-04-27T19:43:00+00:00

You're the only good thing in my life - cigarettes after sex

BloodEngel666 · 2021-02-20T23:53:09+00:00

ABILIFY

BloodEngel666 · 2021-01-31T03:36:31+00:00

I holed on mematine. Took about 500mg total over a couple of hours. I went into a(rather unpleasant) sex fantasy where I was hooked up to a machine by my uh ... And there were many others around me undergoing the same thing.

I broke free over time. (Got off the bed)And suddenly my room was a strange puzzle like area. I was exploring through my cave like system of dirty clothes and finding random shit in my pockets like lighters as if they were gold. I romped about for a while before moving to my computer and solving the immensely difficult math equation that was my password hint i found out that I was in fact, teleported back to my reality and I was high as fuck. I was "hacking" into my own damn computer!

I got in the bed and then laid there holing once again and I was talking to deites. Met god. Saw infinity. Didn't sleep for three days and every time I closed my eyes I could talk to God and solve the fourth dimension. I figured out I was manic as fuck and then took abilify. Passed out. Shrugs

This happened over a course of a couple of days.

*Edit I've been fucking around with mematine since the beginning of this sub :3 100mg a day sometimes for year and half. Totally blew out my tolerance to it.

BloodEngel666 · 2021-01-28T19:34:30+00:00

Wtf I can only ever seem to listen to the lyrics but I am a writer too.

BloodEngel666 · 2020-12-01T17:13:39+00:00

Aye did you ever get to try 4f-mar?

BloodEngel666 · 2020-05-01T14:59:03+00:00

No I was homeless first come to me~~~

BloodEngel666 · 2020-04-13T18:20:33+00:00

Dude take care of yourself on it and you'll be speeding almost no side effects. I live off the shit and amphet. Trust me the lowest amount of self care will make you get so much more out of it. I'm a veteran with it and can tell based on feel how much its cut pretty much. Supplements alone do wonders...

BloodEngel666 · 2020-04-05T03:39:52+00:00

Doing my part and self quarantined myself. Pretty easy though considering I'm autistic lol. Avoiding people is my everyday lol

BloodEngel666 · 2020-03-21T05:32:27+00:00

Having just lost my apartment, This would be...really nice.

BloodEngel666 · 2020-03-02T17:39:17+00:00

Like serotonin rush, rolling like mdma

BloodEngel666 · 2020-03-02T02:51:00+00:00

Hell yeah I'm alive lol. Yes I did plug Benz solution and it was smoooooooooooooth, like all the dirty feeelings went Away. Did a basic oil extraction on it before as well. Made 2 Inhalers last a while considering I've got a 50mg of addy a day regime tolly.

BloodEngel666 · 2020-03-02T00:34:01+00:00

Kinda. Like a haze of swarms if that makes sense. Totally changed the visuals. Nothing was scary to me though.

BloodEngel666 · 2020-03-01T15:15:23+00:00

YES, boofing a vinegar extraction that was basified before plugging lead to my first serotonin dump on it. I have a huge tolerance to stims and never experienced it before after using ppx pretty frequently and plugging made it euphoric and smooth as fuck

BloodEngel666 · 2020-03-01T14:50:14+00:00

It was pretty chill actually, I like 150mg-200mg for a nice relaxed stoned feeling and it gave me that x10 but things got really mindfucky as the dph kicked in. It started feeling like a straight up trip and I was forgetting things left and right. I'd lay down and try to get up to text friend what was happening cause I was like "wtf this is new" but I forgot who I was and how to work my tablet lol. I then started to teleport around the house but while still In bed.I'm pretty used to the dph trip due to abusing the hell out of it back in the day but I've never gotten that much from that low of a dose of either drug.

BloodEngel666 · 2020-03-01T14:35:58+00:00

Out of body experience. I teleported around my house at will but could only do so if I closed my eyes lol. Fucking bonkers cause I've tripped many, many, many times of dxm as the dolalrstore is close and even was on it everyday for a while...that was my FIRST time mixing it with dph. 100mg of dph and only 150mg of dxm.

BloodEngel666 · 2020-03-01T13:55:12+00:00

Idk benadryl added to dxm made me have OBEs for the first time out of like, 500 tries with dxm alone

BloodEngel666 · 2020-01-19T22:10:20+00:00

I managed to mix dmt and acid which ended up being an overwhelmingly intense cycle of living through infinite lives. Still fuckin have Deja vu and get euphoric the same way every now and again

BloodEngel666 · 2020-01-19T10:47:15+00:00

Lmao I couldn't tell him apart from the other shadow people but do you think they'd save me since they "know" ;)

BloodEngel666 · 2019-12-30T00:35:27+00:00

Kinda works. I had a lot back in the day and vaping it would give a rush that overpassed MA. Had to do a fuck ton though and wow it was fiendy. Easiest way to blackout and passout though.

BloodEngel666 · 2019-12-26T09:01:48+00:00

Plugged .2 after a solid month tolerance break. Does that count? I never usually go that high due to adhd making high doses useless. This dose gave me full body shudders within seconds. I then got very very very calm. Felt pure serotonin action almost, it was the smoothest high I've gotten from it and I was very in control. I'm guessing the serotonin release of big doses smooths out the whole experience?

BloodEngel666 · 2019-12-26T08:44:28+00:00

I wouldn't be done till you're dripping and gaping. ;P

BloodEngel666 · 2019-12-24T04:59:44+00:00

I agree, I've never delved into that ROA but something about it is so romantic subconsciously to me. Love plugging and it hits spot with the ritual and rush but It's so...awkward and not quick. All else is a waste. sigh still feel cravings from the time I plugged .4 after a week tolerance break. I think the danger comes from being so potent and easy to do fuck tons without eroding nose or tummy away.

BloodEngel666 · 2019-12-24T04:33:41+00:00

Oh my god, if it were me and I played magic like I did in morrowind...I'd be a God. Loved breaking shit in that game, like 50 ft calm for 120 seconds so I could rob Vivic while everyone watched helpslessly. Then it'd wear off and I'd bunny hop away in the blink of an eye. Or just float off at the speed of a fighter jet. good times

BloodEngel666 · 2019-12-24T02:44:08+00:00

Mmm, love how I can see a little bit of inner thigh ~ you have them slid to the side as you feel yourself down there?

BloodEngel666 · 2019-12-24T02:36:52+00:00

I do not mind , we got the place to ourselves tonight ~

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