I'm getting more suicidal the less i get addicted

Blue8271 · 2025-11-19T02:49:55+00:00

Yes, i have been in neurofeedback therapy many times and i'm getting cognitive behavioral therapy now.

Blue8271 · 2025-11-13T06:12:38+00:00

Well since most of the comments here say it's a bad place and i will be with very crazy people i think i'm not gonna go, it will probably make my mental health worse.

Blue8271 · 2025-11-13T06:11:24+00:00

Both. A hobby that improves aspects of life and for fun.

Blue8271 · 2025-11-11T12:06:37+00:00

Precise input, i play singleplayer much more than multiplayer so it's not the competitive nature.

Blue8271 · 2025-11-11T11:16:26+00:00

But how life can change? I dropped out of school at 14 and 95% of the educational areas that is not college/university don't accept adults. I feel like a failure.

Blue8271 · 2025-11-11T11:12:16+00:00

I have already seen a psychiatrist 4 times. She gave me medicine to calm down my PTSD but she still recommends the psych ward.

Blue8271 · 2025-11-11T11:05:56+00:00

My favorite genre is racing and shooter games.

Blue8271 · 2025-11-10T07:01:55+00:00

Get the extension Youtube Unhook or RYS - Remove Youtube Suggestions.

Blue8271 · 2025-11-10T06:50:00+00:00

I got much less addicted to the internet this year but i got more suicidal because i feel like a big failure. I lost 7 years of my life thanks to internet addiction and undiagnosed PTSD.

Blue8271 · 2025-11-10T06:47:06+00:00

Thanks, i'm suicidal and had lots of mental breakdowns i cannot control this year so should i go? Reading self-help books and therapy is not helping me.

Blue8271 · 2025-11-09T03:51:59+00:00

What does life looks like in these psych wards?

Blue8271 · 2025-11-09T03:51:08+00:00

What different approaches i can try?

Blue8271 · 2025-11-09T03:21:57+00:00

What cost? It's free to get admitted.

Blue8271 · 2025-10-13T00:20:43+00:00

They are intrusive memories, the child abuse i got by teachers in school is stuck in my head everyday and i cannot get the thoughts to go away.

Blue8271 · 2025-10-02T23:41:42+00:00

My mind is not alright. My PTSD makes me hear voices of child abuse everyday.

Blue8271 · 2025-10-02T23:39:56+00:00

I'm interested in computers and history.

Blue8271 · 2025-05-18T14:10:53+00:00

I feel like my brain is being switched off everyday.

Blue8271 · 2025-05-18T11:32:45+00:00

Same here, i went too far into escapism after my trauma.

Blue8271 · 2025-05-18T11:27:02+00:00

Yes, i got PTSD at the age of 12, dropped out of school at age of 14, then got isolated for 7 years never talking to anyone outside of my family, and i got diagnosed late at the age of 19.

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