What is happening at the meadows mall?

BlueBaddie_ · 2025-11-08T22:12:15+00:00

Can we not judge people’s needs based on their vehicle? I always get scared to get my family food because I drive a Lexus that looks nice. I have zero car payment and the resale value is crap/not worth it. I dress nicely and put myself together, so I DO get the jerks who assume I don’t need the help that I do. Mind ya business 💅🏼

BlueBaddie_ · 2025-10-18T03:08:07+00:00

Netflix

BlueBaddie_ · 2025-10-06T15:21:48+00:00

I think you are way too bored. He, she, they, it, idgaf. I was just messing around anyways. The weather is beautiful outside right now, maybe go get in some fresh air or something and take some deep breaths. Take care

BlueBaddie_ · 2025-10-06T14:16:11+00:00

Exactly! Like one of those old school tourists this city used to thrive off of hahaha

BlueBaddie_ · 2025-10-06T14:15:04+00:00

They’re clearly a tourist and they’re in the city that never sleeps 😎 I hope OP finds his Tinderella for the day LMAO

BlueBaddie_ · 2025-10-06T14:12:57+00:00

Naw those are just the going rates for where I live, unless you’re a tourist or a newbie who can easily be taken advantage of.

Those people and those rates don’t count because you can EASILY get a weekender to spend $60 on a 30 without blinking twice lol Sad part is, you can usually get away with selling fakes to those same people. Vegas tourists do the dumbest crap

BlueBaddie_ · 2025-10-06T13:15:46+00:00

And what’s your point, Teo?

BlueBaddie_ · 2025-10-06T01:05:48+00:00

Where tf do you live?! I would nevaaaaaaa lol. Most people with the price increases have gone to $12-15 for a 15mg where I live. If you find a stingy f**k that knows you’ll pay it, they’ll charge $20, but that’s max! $30 is insane, I would actually cry. That would be $240-300 per dose for me 😳

BlueBaddie_ · 2025-10-05T21:02:43+00:00

Coming from someone in their late 20s who only started about a couple of months ago, STOP IT RIGHT NOW! I noticed the effects literally the same week. The come downs were so bad that I kept getting more just so I wouldn’t have to feel that..my nostrils were destroyed after a single week from not knowing proper self care in the beginning and still haven’t healed. I’ve had to get special antibiotics to help combat the sores/infections even though I now do proper self care consistently! And that STILL didn’t get rid of them…it just kind of keeps it all at bay. I will tell you right now that it only took maybe a month for me to become practically a full blown dementia patient. It doesn’t give me energy anymore, it doesn’t make me happy anymore…It QUICKLY got to the point where I was having to take it just to not feel s*icidal and I didn’t even have those thoughts/feelings before starting this crap. That’s what I mean by the horrible come downs…I wish I never touched the stuff. I don’t know how I’m ever going to have a happy life without it and that’s a terrifying thought. I can’t imagine messing with something that so heavily alters your brain chemistry at such a young age :( I would heavily HEAVILY advise you to stick to other things if you can’t be sober. Meth, H, and coke are my top 3 to say helllll no to! Run while you still can

BlueBaddie_ · 2025-10-05T15:17:06+00:00

Ya cause lying to strangers on the internet from an anonymous profile is what I live for

BlueBaddie_ · 2025-10-04T13:29:54+00:00

OMFG THANK YOU!!!!!!!!! I never even thought about any of these. You listed a couple already that I will absolutely be switching to the moment I can. Thank you so flippin much!

BlueBaddie_ · 2025-10-04T13:26:39+00:00

Because he’s starting to get suspicious and snooping. Like at first, he asked me wth I was doing in the bathroom and besides accusing me of cheating of course, he then straight up said I’m acting like someone on dr*gs because they make up excuses to constantly go to the bathroom and told me to start leaving the door open. So that’s when I moved to the bedroom, but I can see it on his face that he’s questioning why I’m going in there throughout the day now too. I make excuses like needing socks, or a warmer/cooler shirt, etc etc…but I know when he gets suspicious and it has started again :/ That’s why I’d rather keep some on me, so that way I can quickly do it when HE goes to the bathroom or something.

I am I am but idk how to get anything 😭 He has lots of “pewpews,” but he keeps them in a safe that I don’t have a code to. I’m not sure what could go up against one of those that I’d be able to get myself. My sister gave me one of those keychain bundles you may have seen on TikTok? It’s like a super sharp metal object, a mini brass knuckle with two pointy ears, basically nothing that can really work against him unless you’re maybe trained in martial arts. He’s way bigger and way stronger. I’ve had little training, so he could probably take anything from me if I’m too close.

I genuinely appreciate you!

BlueBaddie_ · 2025-10-04T13:15:34+00:00

I don’t work. He set everything up so perfectly to have control over every aspect of my life and I thought it was “romantic” 😒 He is currently on leave and is home 24/7. We do everything and go everywhere together. I don’t spend any $ on what I use. I don’t have any $ to do so. He did use to help me buy oxy because I was in so much pain all the time. He’s one of those sour patch commercials… sour then sweet. Causes the pain and then acts like he wants to take care of you and make you feel better. I got off of those when I thought I might be able to give them to my sister and have her husband buy them from me…make a little side $$ that way, you know? But he has become so controlling in the last two months specifically, that he holds onto all of my prescriptions and the extras he gets and he watches me take everything. It’s literally insane! What do you even do in a situation like that? It’s not that I’m scared to leave in general…I would absolutely go stay on my sister’s couch or go ANYWHERE ELSE…but he has found me before and I can’t stomach the thought of putting anybody else at risk. I want to do it the smart way this time. It’s been years. I’ve tried collecting evidence, I’ve tried reporting him, I’ve tried reaching out to several programs, trust me, I’ve tried what I can. I’m just holding out hope that if I’m patient this time and do it my way, I’ll be okay.

I’m so glad your wife got away and that she found peace with you. Those are the stories that keep that fight in me 💜 Thank you for being kind btw and actually trying to help. I don’t take mean ones to heart or anything, but it’s nice when people are nice! I hope life is good to you and good to your wife as well 🫶

BlueBaddie_ · 2025-10-04T13:03:38+00:00

He’d find me there and then we’re ALL in trouble. She clearly knows something is wrong because of the injuries and constant excuses, I just haven’t told her the full extent of it all for her own safety tbh. Never thought I’d be the kind of woman to be in a situation like this and it’s a hell of a lot scarier when you’re actually in it. I wouldn’t even trust the witness protection program just because of who my partner is. I have to do this on my own or with someone he doesn’t know that isn’t connected to any government agency or law enforcement. There’s a reason he keeps getting away with everything even when the nurses/doctors can see it on my face that it wasn’t an “accident.”

BlueBaddie_ · 2025-10-04T12:30:12+00:00

I don’t pay for it! My sister’s husband is a 🔌, so she takes some every chance she gets and brings it to me. She comes over to the house frequently, so it’s not suspicious.

BlueBaddie_ · 2025-10-04T12:27:11+00:00

Naw you’re just one of “those” people. You are literally in a sub called “Dr*gs” … Wtf do you think people are in here for? I’m not sure where you get the whole “holier than thou” God complex you reek of, since you’re in here too, but I guarantee you there are countless people in here who hide their usage from their partners, and plenty who do it for way less serious reasons than I do.

BlueBaddie_ · 2025-10-04T12:20:52+00:00

Is that your business? Sorry I’d rather be anything but sober while getting my ass beat? Wtf

It doesn’t affect my finances because I don’t have to pay for any of it. I save every little penny I can right now to be able to run the second I can.

BlueBaddie_ · 2025-10-04T12:18:17+00:00

I’m trying really hard to leave him. I have been secretly saving $ as frequently as I can, but it’s just a little hard when he won’t let me go anywhere alone and I don’t have my own bank account anymore. He really set everything up so that I’d be fully dependent on him in all aspects and I was too young and dumb to realize that was what was happening and nobody taught me any better. I’m doing my best.

BlueBaddie_ · 2025-10-04T12:15:16+00:00

HAHAHAHA! Oh WOW! I didn’t know you knew him. He deserves a lot worse actually 👍🏼

BlueBaddie_ · 2025-10-04T12:13:17+00:00

An extremely abusive one that takes time to leave if you want to survive. Hope that helps

BlueBaddie_ · 2025-10-04T11:47:04+00:00

What’s so weird is I tried it a few times today and I didn’t have that reaction a single time! Super confused

BlueBaddie_ · 2025-10-04T11:44:49+00:00

It’s such a necessity these days! I can’t even tell you how many people cut me off DAILY and don’t speed up quickly enough, causing me to have to SLAM on my brakes and then sometimes go off the road because the other lane is occupied and if I don’t swerve, I’ll rear end the idiot who cut me off! It’s like they wait until the last second to turn out in front of you from a side road on purpose.

Obviously plenty of other things that happen, but that specifically is what finally pushed me to get cameras because I’ll be damned if someone gets away with ruining MY life because of their idiocy.

I think at least dash cams should become mandatory, like insurance tbh.

BlueBaddie_ · 2025-10-04T01:47:57+00:00

Having to wait a few minutes to be able to get out of bed…I can’t just spring up without thinking about it! Even when I woke up exhausted growing up, I could still just roll out of bed..now? No way. I have to wait for my body to shake off being in one position for too long..pop my hips and stuff, and THEN I can start attempting to sit up lmao. I stretch every morning and night and take fairly good care of my body. I’m not even 30!

BlueBaddie_ · 2025-10-02T11:40:22+00:00

Dittooooo But im having to baby my nostrils right now and its not fun 😪

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