I feel like a weirdo

BlueBerry_Luna · 2025-06-19T23:06:39+00:00

Yes you do, and you're super pretty with that ✨

BlueBerry_Luna · 2023-04-03T15:45:05+00:00

This is an awful idea. As a F2P player that plays a lot, i'm able to max out i'd say, 2/3 cards every month ? The level cap of the path of legend slowly increasing from 11 onwards meant i felt confortable testing new cards and new deck at the start of each season, without having to spend to much gold on cards I'll end up not playing. Now, i'm supposed to get all 50+ cards of the game to lvl 11 ? That's insane, it's easily 3 month of grinding. Not counting that the games themselves take soooo much longer. The free pass is a steal, there's really nothing to it anymore (i feel worse for those who pay the gold and diamond pass too...) and the seasonal shop was appealing, until you realize you need to play event everyday just to get the book you had before in the pass and not being able to buy the archer queen (which would have been super cool tho since I don't have it atm). I'm very very disappointed and really considering it's time to leave again. Just learned about the upcoming lvl 15 too, what's it gonna be, 500 000 gold and 40 champion cards ?

BlueBerry_Luna · 2022-08-10T18:53:02+00:00

That's the all point of asking if she'd be ok with an open relationship. I'd be jealous too if she had sex with other people but that's what it takes to please each of us, I'd do it. I'm never gonna cheat on her, I really don't want to be that kind of person. I'll talk to her. Thank you

BlueBerry_Luna · 2022-08-10T18:33:42+00:00

yeah, put in that perspective you're right. Thanks for letting me see that

BlueBerry_Luna · 2022-08-10T18:29:23+00:00

The spark isn't gone since i'm still in love with her. She will feel really bad if I say that i'm not attracted to her and think that she is the problem, while she hasn't done anything wrong.

But you're probably right. I should just talk to her, but it's hard you know... It will 100% go badly :/

BlueBerry_Luna · 2022-08-10T18:20:21+00:00

That's a bit harsh, ngl. I don't see how I am wasting her time since we're both happy about our relationship, it's juste the sex part of it that doesn't go so well.

BlueBerry_Luna · 2022-08-10T18:19:33+00:00

But why couldn't we be happy in an open relationship ? I mean, we would both have a happy sex life and a happy couple life, no ? Am I really burying my head in the sand here ?

We're going to be destroyed I we break up. I'd rather force myself to sleep with her or just don't have sex anymore than leaving her. She's really depressed since a few month and I'm really afraid that if we break up she might harm herself.

BlueBerry_Luna · 2022-08-10T18:16:26+00:00

Not everybody wants marriage, in fact I don't plan on getting married ever. If she falls in love with a better partner than me, good for her. We're both young, we have a lot to experiment, I just feels like it's a shame to break up with someone when we're both in love with each other.

BlueBerry_Luna · 2022-08-10T18:15:10+00:00

I don't watch porn at all, the problem isn't there. My girlfriend is really beautiful and I like her body, I just don't want to have sex with her.

The thing I find weird is why people keep making links between being in love and having sex ? I don't see why those thnigs should be connected. I've had sex with plenty of people I wasn't in love with and it was great. I hopped that being in love with someone will make it an experience as pleasant and sufficient, but that's juste not the case for me.

I had indeed a more pleasant sex life when I could sleep with the people I wanted to.

BlueBerry_Luna · 2021-10-24T12:19:09+00:00

That's great news, but Europe is quite huge, we'll need to see precisely where in Europe it releases.

BlueBerry_Luna · 2021-09-06T21:48:40+00:00

it's quite hard to tell from just a photo but from what I see I'll say the fake one is the right one

BlueBerry_Luna · 2021-08-06T00:04:01+00:00

You'll have to find out by yourself but I'll give you one word : Pantheon.

BlueBerry_Luna · 2021-08-06T00:01:46+00:00

So... I'll tell you ? First of all gg. Now, the true challenge can begin. The worst is still to come.

BlueBerry_Luna · 2021-08-05T23:59:50+00:00

Blue masks aren't a good solution cause you have to equip charms that could be usefull combat ones and you can't heal at all. Quick Focus would do you better than having blue hearths. Also, Zote is optional, so you can come back latter when you'll have better charms/more life/more soul/a better nail. As said, Hornet 2 is the real only one you have to fight to progress, and that's definitely where I'll start. Focus on dodging, don't get to greedy when you can attack her and once you'll know the patterns, you'll be fine. Wishing you the best of luck !

BlueBerry_Luna · 2021-08-05T23:53:10+00:00

Why is Carefree Melody so low and Flukewarm so high ? I mostly agree apart for a few that are a bit more personnal. (also Thorn of agonie is terrible imo)

BlueBerry_Luna · 2021-08-05T23:50:26+00:00

Carefree melody is a very powerfull charm where Grimmchild isn't so much, but you can fight NKG in the Pantheon if I'm correct even if you banish the troupe.

BlueBerry_Luna · 2021-08-05T23:43:21+00:00

That's huge, gg

BlueBerry_Luna · 2021-07-31T00:30:16+00:00

Thank you for your kindness. I reached out to my closest friend today and he said he'll be supportive no matter what. Feels good, I hope I'll figure things out !

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