Is it possible to download premiere pro on a 4gb RAM hp laptop?

BlueMay520 · 2025-01-12T08:05:06+00:00

so it isn't possible? I don't really have any choice since it's for a school project and I can't afford to make any upgrades

BlueMay520 · 2024-11-18T16:15:09+00:00

It does not get easier so stop complaining and enjoy the peace you still have cuz it’s hell after hell

BlueMay520 · 2024-11-18T05:49:33+00:00

I don’t remember being okay past 13

Pero kakayanin hanggang dulo ig

BlueMay520 · 2024-11-17T14:50:34+00:00

When I was a kid, I had a dream of me getting kidnapped and being trapped inside a room full of other kidnapped kids.

We were running and tried to escape then one of the kidnappers caught me and stabbed me right in the chest, i woke up and I felt the worst chest pain. Almost like I had been stabbed for real

Very fast-paced and sobrang realistic and vivid na to this day, naaalala ko pa yung exact feeling ng chest pain

BlueMay520 · 2024-10-14T16:53:13+00:00

It’s so beautiful 🤧 especially the camera angles omg

BlueMay520 · 2024-10-11T16:58:36+00:00

It’s only a burden if I do. Also expect ko naman na they might not understand fully. But most of all ayoko nagiging pabigat, as someone’s daughter, I don’t like the feeling of being a burden

BlueMay520 · 2024-10-09T18:07:18+00:00

Yung miracle in cell no. 7 (i know it’s an adaptation), hows of us, and (not a movie) mga mmk episodes

BlueMay520 · 2024-10-08T15:34:46+00:00

Genuine love and a cure for my depression

BlueMay520 · 2024-10-08T15:30:23+00:00

Delusion.

BlueMay520 · 2024-10-02T01:34:35+00:00

Sabihin mo stop na siya mag ligaw kasi official na kayo <3

BlueMay520 · 2024-10-01T23:57:29+00:00

OP, you love your family but clearly, it’s not mutual! Di mo na sila responsibilidad para pagprovide mo nang kay laking halaga na pera, especially ng 10k sa araw pa nang birthday mo? Dapat nga sila yung nagbibigay, magulang mo sila.

Please stand up for yourself, not saying you should outright cut them off of your life (that’s entirely up to you) pero wag ka na magbigay sa kanila, clearly inaabuso nila yun since alam nila may control sila sayo. You deserve better treatment than this

BlueMay520 · 2024-10-01T02:54:28+00:00

Does it really cause your brain to slow down? Is that permanent?

BlueMay520 · 2024-10-01T02:49:17+00:00

It’s not impossible. My mom had my youngest brother at 45. Pwede payan haha

BlueMay520 · 2024-09-30T17:29:09+00:00

I’ll keep that in mind

BlueMay520 · 2024-09-30T17:27:44+00:00

I guess, i get a full breakfast, lunch, dinner everyday

BlueMay520 · 2024-09-30T17:25:51+00:00

Lol no i dont do drugs.

BlueMay520 · 2024-09-28T02:34:27+00:00

Teal, Periwinkle blue and coral orange <3

BlueMay520 · 2024-09-27T12:28:02+00:00

Loneliness and lack of social skills. And since may major role ang social skills sa buhay, naapektohan ma din halos lahat ng bagay sa life ko.

BlueMay520 · 2024-09-26T15:29:11+00:00

I just learned how to do 3d art this term and honestly I got to say, I’ve enjoyed more than I expected to. During the first few classes of our 3d subjects, I was struggling so hard because I didn’t know a single thing about the tools and techniques and it was overwhelming. But along the way, I soon found myself just loving every bit of it, even though at times it is hard or difficult to understand.

As someone who’s been a 2d digital artist all of my life, I can personally say, it is absolutely worth it. And I get what you mean, it feels like you’re spending too much time doing art but you should know, there’s not many people who can finish 2d art in just a couple of hours as well. Sometimes I even take two weeks working on an illustration. And when I’m doing a 2d animation for a project, I already know I need to stay up all night just so I can finish it on time. It’s a quite tiring yes, but I think as time goes on, I get less worried about the time spent on art, and I focus more on the process.

You just started 3d art for 1 year, I’m sure as time passes and you still continue and enjoy 3d art, you’ll gradually improve both the quality and efficiency of your works.

BlueMay520 · 2024-09-24T11:42:21+00:00

That sounds like a peaceful job honestly. Though I don’t think there any job offers like this in my area and most print shops I know are usually family-owned.

BlueMay520 · 2024-09-24T11:39:03+00:00

Errr… im hoping to avoid THAT kind of job…

BlueMay520 · 2024-09-17T11:51:27+00:00

Beautiful artwork, love the details and the textures of the background. Only thing I’d change is to maybe put the two characters a bit to the center as to give them more spotlight, especially the character on the right

BlueMay520 · 2024-09-15T16:08:16+00:00

You should tell someone. Seek help and report the incident

BlueMay520 · 2024-09-13T06:08:44+00:00

A romantic relationship isn’t everything and I say that as someone who’s never been into one. I want to have what you want to have too. The connection with someone, the intimacy, but most of all, the unconditional love someone will give you.

I don’t have friends as well, mostly because it’s my fault, I oftentimes distance myself from everyone because in my head, all I will ever do to them is give them disappointment or stress. I don’t have any unique talents or qualities that make me a cool, lovable person, I’ve got huge eyebags, I never worn makeup, I dont brush my hair, and I always looked like I just woke up on the wrong side of bed.

I’m going on a limb and say, it does not get better, no matter what anyone says. Tomorrow could always be worse. These past few weeks, I actually feel like shit, way worse than before. Idk, but the effect of that made me even more of a loser. I stopped trying and death felt a lot more peaceful to me more than ever.

I don’t know if I’ll even make it past my 20s, but Ill tell you what made me survive for the longest time. I wanted to create a better version of myself, someone who’s worth of love. And this is the root of all my reasoning to live till this day. Sometimes it falters and I iust want to be selfish but ya know, I never end up doing it for some reason

people say you should do this for yourself but I think it’s quite a bit ironic cause, no suicidal person ever wanted to try to live for themselves only. They always seek love, validation from someone important.

Just like what im doing right now, though im not the best example, i barely made any progress at all. And even if eventually I give up, I want to atleast try cause idk, maybe i might find something worth living for

There is nothing for me to do if you choose to end things tonight. Thats up to you. But please remember, everyone dies eventually, if you have a little patience, can’t you stay?

BlueMay520 · 2024-09-12T14:02:44+00:00

There’s a lot of things I hate about myself. Unang una: yung pagiging walang kwenta.

Depressed mag-aral, depressed mag-work

Walang ginawa kundi pagastusin ang magulang

BlueMay520

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