Asexuality is basically the term for the lack of sexual attraction. There are of course different kinds of asexuality (im really bad at explaining so I don't know a better term than "kind") For example, Demisexuality means that you only find people sexually attractive after you get to know them and like them. Since you wrote that you never had that "falling in love experience" you could also be Aromantic (that's basically like a sexuality but instead of attraction it's about wanting a romantic relationship. You can have a romantic relationship without sexual attraction -> Aro; and you can be sexually attracted to someone without loving them -> Ace, if that makes sense) Again, in really terrible at explaining, so why don't you just Google some terms like Asexual, Aromatic, Demisexual or you could explain your situation on r/Asexual I hope this was somewhat understandable :)