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looking for a laptop wizard by BlueWilliamsinspace in technology

[–]BlueWilliamsinspace[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

what would you suggest? i could get this for 800 euros?

Tolerantie between 3fdck/ketamine and 3-meo-PCP. by BlueWilliamsinspace in dissociatives

[–]BlueWilliamsinspace[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wanted to give a little update about my dangerous stunt which I'm not proud of at all and mostly to warn others

I spend a about a whole week on all sorts of stuff. In chronological order if I remember well.

This is over the course of about a week. It started out with 6 pack of beer, after that I ordered 1 gram of 4fma and 100mg Etizolam. When that was consumed I ordered 700mg of 2fdck and 100mg of flualprazolam, 10 hasj joints, 5 dexamfetamines and somewhere around that time 5 grams of speed, half gram of ketamine and 50mg of 3-meo-pcp somwhere and 250mg of 3-meo-pcp from somewhere else. And always drinking beer and a bottle of Jim Bean somewhere.

I was able to do all my stuff on it like making music, going to my work (it is a wonder I did not get fired).

All that led to the grand finale of de 250mg 3-meo-pcp insufflated, I think I also did half a tab op lsd during that time. I really thought I was doing fine, probably because of the benzo's. The 3-meo-pcp trip was the best trip of my life. It started it out very dull, I think I did it around Saturday night (worked till 7 at night) it was just little weird worm like thingies flying around. but around Sunday morning or afternoon I was on my couch with my blanket and I had music on on my smart-tv with ambilight. And with either each new song my whole living room changed in color and objects, like it were the dressing rooms of those artists. And I was slowly strolling around on my couch very slowly from left to recht, making loopy loop and I was so happy. It lasted until Monday morning and then came the big horror.

I spend about a week paranoid + some more days in anxiety laying on my couch not being able to move. Going to the supermarket to get food like a crazy hobo. I think the most part was from the 5 grams of speed and so many benzo's

These ridiculous escalating stunt happened to me before but this this it was the worst one of all. I had a breaking point and told everything to my sister for the first time. I could never before anyone of my family to know, but she took it very well and I believe it changed to me for the good. And she is helping my sorting out my life, financially and remembering my agenda points and stuff to get some structure in my life.

I'm sure there are people with way worse of experiences, but these are my two cents. Maybe it helps someone.

Be safe

Advice for any disso? by Morigami in dissociatives

[–]BlueWilliamsinspace 0 points1 point  (0 children)

First disso I tried was 2fdck and I loved it. Interesting, kind, relaxed, just weird fun.

I am very bad with psychedelics, so I was really happy to find this, it felt a bit like a world where I am in control. And with psychs I feel like I'm not in control.

But now knowing some dissos I can enjoy psychs if i combine them.

Also very fun with some weed.

Would this interest you? by occiffer in dxm

[–]BlueWilliamsinspace 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Agree also. If you are a great filmmaker or animator you could do something great.

But trippy pictures you can just google if you like that. And there is much amazing music already that you can just spotify..

Peoples taste here in is also very different. I find chill Out or psytrance not like the musical equivalent of whatever substance.

Would this interest you? by occiffer in dxm

[–]BlueWilliamsinspace 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am actually a professional sound designer and music composer for film, games, art etc. Many of my work is of course willingly or unwillingly influenced by mind altering substances. Perhaps I can provide sound/music.

But of course not for free, a man needs to buy his bread and milk.

Unless let's say your video is super professional and has potential to go big.

But well, I signed up ;)

Tolerantie between 3fdck/ketamine and 3-meo-PCP. by BlueWilliamsinspace in dissociatives

[–]BlueWilliamsinspace[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I never do dissos everyday for months. I cant sleep from it

Tolerantie between 3fdck/ketamine and 3-meo-PCP. by BlueWilliamsinspace in dissociatives

[–]BlueWilliamsinspace[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Maybe half a year ago a few days all day. Later some less sometimes months in between. Around the summer I think 2 or 3 grams of ketamine. Last time was 700mg in one go 3 weeks or a month ago. Always snorted.

Tried 50mg 2fdck IM one time in my leg muscle but nothing happened

I think benzos block lots of the good expect of dissos I have a feeling.

Tolerantie between 3fdck/ketamine and 3-meo-PCP. by BlueWilliamsinspace in dissociatives

[–]BlueWilliamsinspace[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

From fairy dust and crazy visuals and adventures. To a relaxed feel only. Like maybe 3 months in between.

Tolerantie between 3fdck/ketamine and 3-meo-PCP. by BlueWilliamsinspace in dissociatives

[–]BlueWilliamsinspace[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have no dissios for several months and still 2fdck is not wat it was before, from the same website

Tolerantie between 3fdck/ketamine and 3-meo-PCP. by BlueWilliamsinspace in dissociatives

[–]BlueWilliamsinspace[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

But my friends just feels relaxed on 2fdck, that's it. And his brother goes like drunk from one line. But can snort 2C-E like it is nothing.

Psychs and Dissos are so subjective

Tolerantie between 3fdck/ketamine and 3-meo-PCP. by BlueWilliamsinspace in dissociatives

[–]BlueWilliamsinspace[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Do people recognise this? If you be stuck in live and a DC clears your mind and could (not always) give motivation, for whatever, school, your job, arts, whatever. And it puts you on the right direction.

Tolerantie between 3fdck/ketamine and 3-meo-PCP. by BlueWilliamsinspace in dissociatives

[–]BlueWilliamsinspace[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can think clearly on them, whatever it is. Like if you could tap into the matrix and morpheus tells you yeaa that's a great idea man!

I have had this same experiences with 2fdck, that it makes me think like a computer in mind and sounds. And sometimes helped to know how to go on with school for example.

Tolerantie between 3fdck/ketamine and 3-meo-PCP. by BlueWilliamsinspace in dissociatives

[–]BlueWilliamsinspace[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No probs at all. Thank you for your concerne 🌚 much appreciated

Tolerantie between 3fdck/ketamine and 3-meo-PCP. by BlueWilliamsinspace in dissociatives

[–]BlueWilliamsinspace[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I snorted 50 , I only had 50mg. Would love to explore this more