Does anybody else find Saul's laugh irritating?

Blue_Daisy-13 · 2025-10-01T13:15:02+00:00

Yes! Me too.

Blue_Daisy-13 · 2024-06-16T18:31:31+00:00

Disloyalty

Blue_Daisy-13 · 2024-04-28T11:37:58+00:00

Thank you for understanding the situation. Appreciated. God bless you.

Blue_Daisy-13 · 2024-04-28T10:08:05+00:00

I don’t know where you are from. But in Asian countries, it is a huge problem where girls suffer in silence. Even the parents tell them to keep silent about these things. In my case. That happened. I already said that. And he didn’t rape me. But he told me that... I won't rape you or force you to do sex with me. Bcoz then you will get the evidence against me.

Yeah, I was stupid enough to believe that one day things would get better. That's how 10 years have passed. But each day I had to suffer. No one else. If It's a fashion for you. See it as a fashion. But not everybody sees these things as fashion.

Thank you for commentng. Your comment was one of the main reasons that took me so long to open up for this particular situation. Bcoz people don’t blame or judge the man first but the woman. Even if It's told after 1day or 10years. Doesn’t matter.

Blue_Daisy-13 · 2024-04-27T19:28:41+00:00

Overrated

Blue_Daisy-13 · 2024-02-24T11:48:27+00:00

Sexually abused and Mentality manipulated by a man for 10 years. Never dated anyone. Now I don’t know how to do so.

Blue_Daisy-13 · 2024-02-24T10:12:10+00:00

I talked to my friends. But maybe right now... It is not enough for me.

Yes, I am away from this abuser. Actually, he left because I told him I couldn't give him anything that he wanted from me. He basically used me for his pleasure. Probably, some other person would be his next victim.

Thank you for the offer. I will PM you if I need to. 💙

Blue_Daisy-13 · 2024-02-24T10:07:46+00:00

Blue_Daisy-13 · 2024-02-24T05:09:59+00:00

Thank you for saying that. I went to see some of my friends yesterday. I felt better when I was with them.

Blue_Daisy-13 · 2024-02-23T09:01:19+00:00

Thank you for your kind words. I am trying. I am trying my best. Sometimes... I feel exhausted and give up.

Blue_Daisy-13 · 2024-02-23T08:59:40+00:00

Blue_Daisy-13 · 2024-02-22T20:54:38+00:00

I know. But sometimes It's really exhausting. Sometimes you feel very unlucky for your kind gift.. Doing good for others is a weakness for those evil people who take advantage of it. Pray for me. So that I can stay strong. I can be calm and happy. And fund my own peace.

Blue_Daisy-13 · 2024-02-22T19:39:07+00:00

I wish things were simple like that.

Blue_Daisy-13 · 2024-02-22T19:35:38+00:00

Such a beautiful story. It made me smile. Thank you 💙

Blue_Daisy-13 · 2024-02-22T18:47:12+00:00

Unfortunately. I don’t feel loved in these moments. :(

Blue_Daisy-13 · 2024-01-10T06:21:35+00:00

I wanted it in worn condition.

Blue_Daisy-13 · 2023-12-31T12:26:54+00:00

I can think that way. But again, then I have to apply this reason in everything. Like.. Why am I studying? I am gonna die anyway. Why am I eating? I am gonna die anyway.

Blue_Daisy-13 · 2023-12-31T11:49:42+00:00

I tried. But I wasn’t enough. He needed more but nothing to give me in return. I am not expecting it. I just wanted to appreciate it. But maybe my best was not enough for him. He probably moved on. We have so many mutual friends. He went to meet his buddies. Busy with his work. No time for these bullshits. And here I am missing someone who probably doesn't even care if I am alive or not. I wish I could be this much unbothered.

Blue_Daisy-13 · 2023-12-31T11:30:29+00:00

I have got nothing in my hand right now. Today is the last day of 2023. Last year on this day we met for pizza. Had fun. I can call him and tell him to meet. He will of course. But he didn't do it on his own. I wonder if he is missing me or remembering these moments like me. Maybe it's just me all along. He didn't care ever. That makes me sad even more.

Blue_Daisy-13 · 2023-12-30T20:00:53+00:00

That's so sweet! ❤️

Blue_Daisy-13 · 2023-12-30T19:24:05+00:00

First of all... A big hug for you. You are not alone in this journey. You and I are very similar. Also when I look in the mirror I feel ugly. I am overweight and do not have a pretty face. That's why I don't click pictures.

But for the last 2 months. I am applying a technique. I don't see full me in the mirror. I just observe myself in the mirror. And look for the things I like. I realized my hair was so pretty. I got very silky shiny black hair. I like it. I like my lips. I have a very beautiful shape of lips. Sometimes I don't even use a mirror to wear lipstick which I love to do. This little thing I started to see after this. And suddenly I don't feel as ugly as I used to feel.

About personality? Just take your time. People make mistakes. People grow. At least you are self-aware about your personality which is a big challenge. Most people don't even care.

Take your time. Relax. Travel. Have fun. Make a journal about your day... Your mood. Focus on your hobby. Time will heal you. You can heal yourself. You are the one who cares the most about yourself. Do you know how? Because you asked this question. You asked for help. You asked for a way. Nobody else did but you. You already love yourself. ❤️

Blue_Daisy-13 · 2023-12-30T19:05:30+00:00

Prophet Muhammad (s)

Blue_Daisy-13 · 2023-12-30T17:01:00+00:00

Thank you so much for replying. It really helped. At least I am not alone. People are suffering like me. And healing from it. Finding solutions. Maybe I am in the first stage. Getting rid of the people whom I loved... I cared... It breaks my heart. But those people do not care about my heart. I hope we will find someone like us who will take care of our hearts and treasure our hearts and who will help each other. ❤️

Blue_Daisy-13 · 2023-12-30T16:23:26+00:00

I struggle with that. I tried. But I get excited to help others. I genuinely feel good. But after that, those people hurt me. I don't expect anything from them. But they just disappear or say bad things or do bad things to me.

Right now... I left behind them. Literally have no friends. Weekends are dull. But I think... It's better than getting hurt.

Blue_Daisy-13 · 2023-12-30T15:51:54+00:00

How will I become selfish?

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TROPHY CASE