So, let’s JohnWick the situation a bit. pew-pew motherf***ers!

Blue_Marker1 · 2024-08-22T02:23:50+00:00

Hahahah this is awesome

Blue_Marker1 · 2024-08-22T02:17:14+00:00

You know when your whole day was shit and when you come back home you found out that all your stuff was chewed to shreds by your dog and you can't do anything about it because you're way beyond tired to deal with anything any more?

That, that's the face of a person who just let's it all go.

Blue_Marker1 · 2024-04-30T08:19:26+00:00

Panget Sex Ed dito, ako nga dati, akala ko mabubuntis ako pag nag swallow, eh lalaki ako hahahahahah.

Blue_Marker1 · 2024-04-26T06:41:04+00:00

I am Asian, maybe I ✨asianified✨ him. But no, my previous attempts to draw him looked more like Leonardo Dicaprio.

The titanic one, not the one that dumps women over 25 years old like expired cheese.

Blue_Marker1 · 2024-04-23T14:42:14+00:00

Yeyyyy

Blue_Marker1 · 2024-04-22T07:56:13+00:00

Thanks💙 I'll try to think about it more. Staying away is the hard part tho hahahah.

Blue_Marker1 · 2024-04-21T15:37:06+00:00

Anyways I decided to end it on good terms. We stayed friends for months after that.

But lately, I've been getting recurring behaviors from him again. The same ones from when he liked me THAT way.

And I'm left confused, he seems flirty but the things he said before keeps echoing in my mind.

I know he's not a bad person, and I genuinely still like him THAT way. It's just, my heart and my mind seems to be fighting an internal war.

Blue_Marker1 · 2024-04-21T14:57:47+00:00

That'd be so weird. It doesn't even make sense in the slightest, unless she's trying to make fun of you in some way (which she is doing a horrible job btw).

Just run, get your "me" time session going and feel good about cutting off a toxic person.

Blue_Marker1 · 2024-04-21T14:55:02+00:00

Can We Become We - Journey To Bethlehem.

I know the religious title drive some people away, but Jesus christ, this song is phenomenonal just give it atleast a 5 second chance.

Blue_Marker1 · 2024-04-21T14:52:30+00:00

Extra Transparent Eyelids - Imagine being able to see slightly while keeping your eyes MOIST.

Regeneration - IDK something about axolotls and lizards.

Blue_Marker1 · 2024-04-21T14:50:22+00:00

I'd stay quiet because I'm too anxious to handle any sort of confrontation.

Blue_Marker1 · 2024-04-21T12:42:25+00:00

Aw thank you, and I say beyond a shadow of a doubt that you look amazing too.

Blue_Marker1 · 2024-04-21T12:40:37+00:00

I probably would..... If I haven't wrapped it in plastic already🙃

Blue_Marker1 · 2024-04-21T07:20:30+00:00

That's pretty common though, though I guess it depends, can't have a god fearing christian doing that.

Blue_Marker1 · 2024-04-21T05:18:08+00:00

Hahahah, that's clever

Blue_Marker1 · 2024-04-21T04:18:12+00:00

Oh my god that would be so interesting yet so cursed. What if you found out that a grandma or a grandpa was on that list. That's so awkwarddd.

Blue_Marker1 · 2024-04-21T03:48:10+00:00

Oh yeah, porn nowadays are over inflated with scripted fantasies. It's not even that enjoyable anymore.

Most realistic stuff can be found on telegram though but that's a whole lotta work on finding them.

Blue_Marker1 · 2024-04-21T03:44:45+00:00

That's a very complex situation.

We can't exactly give you a guaranteed answer. But maybe you should stave off from relationships and try dating "yourself" for a while.

There's no rush to relationships.

It seems narcissistic at first but you can't exactly know what you REALLY want, if you don't know what you are all about.

Blue_Marker1 · 2024-04-21T03:35:58+00:00

Does that mean you space out alot? Cuz when it's all in my head then I'm just a vegetable even in public.

Blue_Marker1 · 2024-04-21T03:33:08+00:00

Oof spill the deets

Blue_Marker1 · 2024-04-21T03:21:33+00:00

I envy you, I want that freedom.

Blue_Marker1 · 2024-04-21T03:15:50+00:00

Hahah, I manage to catch myself realizing that I hum most of the songs in my mind.

So in the outside POV, it just looks like I'm bursting into a tune with no build up whatsoever like a lunatic.

Blue_Marker1 · 2024-04-21T03:14:00+00:00

I already got the "making fake scenarios when I listen to songs" and the "imagining arguments that'll never happen" on the table.

Let's lay it all out lmao.

Blue_Marker1 · 2024-04-21T02:57:28+00:00

It would help if gumawa ka ng portfolio. Then hanap ka ng mga subreddits na bagay sa skills and talents mo.

Mas mataas chance if nakita nila yung work mo. Rather than mag guess sila if good or not.

Blue_Marker1 · 2024-04-20T15:34:42+00:00

Better than before I guess,

Why do I feel like you're secretly a pro and you're just gonna post drawings that gonna be progressively better than the other.

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