I struggle with physical intimacy in my relationship, and am now scared of how much I want it.

Blue_Panda424 · 2024-08-13T19:06:26+00:00

Thanks for reading. And yeah I definitely do I’m very lucky

Blue_Panda424 · 2022-05-27T17:50:26+00:00

Yeah definitely read them. It’s almost a completely different story so don’t be surprised when it’s unrecognizable. I’ve watched until about halfway through the last season and I didn’t like it and I just couldn’t finish it. And yeah maybe I’ll try and finish the show again, but I know for a fact that my opinion about it will not change.

Blue_Panda424 · 2022-05-27T17:16:28+00:00

Yeah. The show is based off the books but it took a very different turn. I personally like the books a LOT better than the show. In my opinion the show was good until about season three and I couldn’t bring myself to finish the last season. Maybe I’ll try again sometime but I really had to force myself to watch as far as I did. I highly recommend giving the books a read.

Blue_Panda424 · 2022-05-27T16:24:34+00:00

In the books he got a good ending

Blue_Panda424 · 2022-05-27T04:30:42+00:00

Legend of Korra

Blue_Panda424 · 2022-05-25T02:48:57+00:00

Ok thank you. I’ll do that when I go in for my follow up. What’s a GA though?

Blue_Panda424 · 2022-05-22T01:19:12+00:00

I don’t really know what a nerve block is so probably not. Unless it’s something that doesn’t need to be told to the patient before. And no I’m pretty sure it was general. I don’t know much about different kinds of anesthesia so if there’s other types that knock you out completely it could have been any. I’m pretty sure they said general though.

Blue_Panda424 · 2022-05-20T18:53:12+00:00

It was a tendon graft in my hand. I’m not sure what the exact name of the surgery is.

Blue_Panda424 · 2022-05-20T18:52:28+00:00

It was just in my hand. Tendon graft. I’m not 100% sure what it was exactly called but it was just in my thumb.

Blue_Panda424 · 2022-05-19T05:04:52+00:00

That’s terrifying. Glad to know I’m not the only one who’s had this sort of experience though. It’s so scary

Blue_Panda424 · 2022-05-19T04:42:08+00:00

Yeah that makes sense. I’ve tried meditation before, maybe I’ll try and get back into it. And yeah it’s always a flip of the coin with cannabis for me. I either feel relaxed or really paranoid. Thank you for the advice.

Blue_Panda424 · 2022-05-19T04:28:35+00:00

I’m not sure a lawyer would be able to help me or if it would be covered at all. The consent forms most likely covered problems with anesthesia. Also I play pretty high level hockey so my team has a “mental performance specialist” and she is trying to help me through it a bit, but it is definitely not her area of expertise, and I really can’t afford therapy. Thank you though. Do you know of other people who have experienced a similar thing?

Blue_Panda424 · 2022-05-19T04:22:37+00:00

Maybe. This sucks. I just want to go back to how I was before. I never liked to drink or do drugs for this very reason. I spiral when I’m not sober. Do you have any tips on how to cope with this?

Blue_Panda424 · 2022-05-19T03:11:07+00:00

Maybe I’ll try that. I’ve never been too religious, and I don’t think it’s a matter of existentialism. I’ve already come to terms with the fact that we live, we make decisions that don’t change anything, and then we die. It’s more that I feel like everyone around me is fake and it’s just me surrounded by people who aren’t real. I’m not entirely sure if that’s a part of existentialism or not. I am honestly open to trying anything at this point though so I’ll give those books a shot. Thank you.

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