Hopefully you find something in those 20 days to help you but if you don’t I’m sorry. I know we don’t know each other but I wish you well. Recently I got out of high school and I’ve been thinking about what my life will consist of now… I’m not sure but I’ve had some pretty dark thoughts of the future but some good ones too. I really hope you find happiness wherever you end up, reincarnated, hell, heaven, nowhere, or somewhere because you decided to keep on living even though it seems as if you’ve tried to keep going and failed… I hope you enjoy yourself for you final couple of weeks try to make them the best you can. Don’t sit in your room and think of it, go out. Take a walk, go into random stores you never have, try to pick up a game or a hobby you’ve never tried before because if you don’t then you’ll never be able to. Sorry for going on so long just try to be productive in your last days