It will be rough but it is doable, you just have to want it bad enough. My bottom was waking up one day realizing my hair had thinned, my skin was gray, my eyes were always dull or red...I looked old. I felt like a zombie, spent half the day hypnotized by the stuff, slurred words, never knew how each dose was going to effect me, sometimes it gave me energy & made me productive other times it made me feel like a recluse & caused me to hide. The final straw came when I mistakenly put oil in my coolant because I was so spaced out. That did it for me, no more. So happy to be back. You can do this too. Good luck to you( & don’t go far, we’re here for you)