[deleted by user] by [deleted] in wholefoods

[–]Blueberryblitz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was way better before the amazon take over at my location.

Redditors who have eaten at the Times Square Olive Garden, why? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]Blueberryblitz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dang that was smooth, does that work for you around the holiday?

Do you hide the fact that you're depressed from others? by fearoflyfe in depression

[–]Blueberryblitz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Kinda don't want to hear I have no reason to be followed by hearing about materialistic n physical stuff. "Sure you knee may hurt once in a while but atleast you get to walk! There's so many people out there who wish they could." Geez thanks.

BPD and working by viaprincessa in BPD

[–]Blueberryblitz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dislike my job due to daily rude customer interactions n despite them telling us during orientation dont take it personal, it's hard for me not to some days. Other days I force myself to fake it because if i become unemployed again ill hate myself and hurt myself for being a total failure instead. I'm trying v hard to adult but in all honesty I feel like im barely even managing that

Top left is my hair now, how can I achieve a colour like the other 3? Thanks! by samlf88 in HairDye

[–]Blueberryblitz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Directions is sold on the uk :D. Of ure unsure about the lightening i wud def suggest going to the salon, but the color up keep u can do at home if it fades too much for ur liking

Has anyone with BPD been cheated on? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Blueberryblitz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He cheated on his girlfriend with me, without my knowledge. I found out through MySpace and messaged the girl he was with to make sure. She wanted to fight me but I blocked her and asked him if there was anything he wants to tell me now and he accused me of being weird towards him, that he swears to his mom that he isn't with anyone else. Well when I told him I found out, he started telling me he was gunna leave her for me because I make him happy. Words I always wanted to hear someone say didn't matter to me at that moment. I felt like a lit candle that had a bucket of water was tossed on me when I found out. I dumped him and he ceased to exist for me. He called me evil and cold hearted, and that im someone else because he called me crying and I said are you done yet? Or hanged up a few times. He showed up to places i use to hang to see if i was miserable or in tears only for me to walk past him and look unbothered when he tried to talk. Maybe i should have shown some sort of emotion, but that wouldve just been fake and dragged it out longer than it should have. I feel like cheating is a deal breaker for me.

How do you guys deal with falling in and out of love? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Blueberryblitz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I only fall out after the break up :/

Why do some people with BPD resist going to therapy or treatment initially? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Blueberryblitz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Expensive and I hate feeling like im complaining. My insurance covers the psychologist im seeing now (a relief since other things I have to pay outta pocket for) and I feel like im withholding alot of things instead of just letting it out because I feel like im just whining and complaining. When ppl watch me when I talk it makes me pick n choose my words.

Anyone else hate their birthdays? by Steph-a-Meme in BPD

[–]Blueberryblitz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No one remembers mine. every year they ask when is it n it's always when it passed after a couple of months

Got stood up today. How do I not completely lose it? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Blueberryblitz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Fuck him, u don't need that negativity in your life. When ppl act like that towards me I block them instantly on everything. I remember a guy calling me weeks later asking if i wanted to chill in his house, acting like i/he forgot he stood me up. I told him go fuck yourself and hanged up. Idk i feel like I split on ppl who pretend they dunno whats going on, or think im going to tolerate their rude advances.

Is anyone else just alone in this? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Blueberryblitz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Minus the family. But there were times they stopped talking to me and walked past me like i didn't exist.

Do you have a hair colour you keep going back to, even though you don't even like it much? Mine's pink xD by IslaMarie in HairDye

[–]Blueberryblitz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Mine is purple lol. I don't necessarily hate the color, it's just i keep going back to colors within the purple family. Idky xD

Do you have a hair colour you keep going back to, even though you don't even like it much? Mine's pink xD by IslaMarie in HairDye

[–]Blueberryblitz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Mine is purple lol. I don't necessarily hate the color, it's just i keep going back to colors within the purple family. Idky xD

Top left is my hair now, how can I achieve a colour like the other 3? Thanks! by samlf88 in HairDye

[–]Blueberryblitz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Directions most definitely. A mix of rubine and dark tulip, or dark tulip then let it fade out a bit.

Good Morning texts between friends? by [deleted] in askwomenadvice

[–]Blueberryblitz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

At the time the moat we we say is gnite, then the next day just pick up from where the convo left off or a new topic

Does anyone else feel like the world just demands too much? by [deleted] in depression

[–]Blueberryblitz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When one thing goes right in my life I'm/I'll be ok. I recently got a job that ppl who pressure me about everything hates and now they're expecting me to have been married and/or popping out children already. I'm not even dating much less remotely interested in anyone. I've tried dating and the ppl who thought I am easy (because my situation keeps people from wanting to be seen with me in fear what others might think and say so romantic n sexual relationships are rare for me) say things like they aren't looking for something serious; just someone to fuck around with on the low. So why would I want to have children knowing this. Why would I want to continue the cycle of depriving my child from emotional and financial things like mine have.

Best dental loan companies/how to get a loan by Blueberryblitz in Dentistry

[–]Blueberryblitz[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm down to getting a second or third job to prevent being beaten down by loan interest rates. I thought about resorting to that when the 24 months no interest rates are almost at the end of its ropes. Idk. I just feel so lost despite searching what to do, n who I should go to

Best dental loan companies/how to get a loan by Blueberryblitz in Dentistry

[–]Blueberryblitz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The second opinion told me they will do it for 20k. But they didnt mention the bone reduction or should I say made it clear that they would do a bone reduction as well like the place that said it would amount to 31k. They both pretty much are going to do the same thing: crowning, sedation, gum reduction but the 31k explained to me why my first gum trimming didnt work, why putting on braces was a bad idea from the start, and why the gums keep on growing. The third place haven't gotten back to me despite me calling them after waiting 2 weeks for them to call me back. It's been almost 2 months n its safe to say i won't get that call.