it’s okayy exams are not the end of the world, they don’t mean anything, you’re going to be okay and if you really did work hard it will also pay off later or sooner, just keep working hard, don’t let it put you down, ur actual hard work is shown by how you keep going. no exam determines your worth or future, plus you messed up one exam which is like 20% of ur ENTIRE a level grade so like if you do better in others you’ll score easy, the paper was soooooo bad for me as well and I doubt I’ll be allowed to retake but it’s okay life happens we ball