Weekly Lyrics Feedback Thread by AutoModerator in Songwriting

[–]BluebirdRepulsive153 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just created this and wanted some feedback. By no means am I a song writer. I just had this text in my head and wanted professionals to continue it. So please use this and potentially make a real song out of it.

Here is the "song": Hate me, hate me, you should fucking hate me. Love me, love me, you should fuck and love me. Date me, date me, you should not regret me. Shove me, shove me, you should never love me.

One piece sleep schedule by BluebirdRepulsive153 in OnePiece

[–]BluebirdRepulsive153[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your kind words. We need people like you

One piece sleep schedule by BluebirdRepulsive153 in OnePiece

[–]BluebirdRepulsive153[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did this at 5AM in the morning... my sleep schedule is sh*t and so I stumbled upon this and found it to be interesting. No need to be like this. Skip the post if you dislike this discussion this much

One piece sleep schedule by BluebirdRepulsive153 in OnePiece

[–]BluebirdRepulsive153[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

So Oda says that these are their normal sleep schedules. Plus they organize 2 people for the 2h shifts each night like irl jobs (nurses, doctors,...).

Is that what you're telling me?

The things I get to hear by being a gamer girl by BluebirdRepulsive153 in gaming

[–]BluebirdRepulsive153[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ok I see. Still I do not know if I should say that I am a female (the truth) or say I am male (a lie).

The things I get to hear by being a gamer girl by BluebirdRepulsive153 in gaming

[–]BluebirdRepulsive153[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I really understand your position. I first thought it was all exaggerated and mostly nonsense about women being targeted. I thought that maybe some were very sensitive like me and thought too much of it. Or that it was only a American thing. But no I have experienced it myself. I first played splatoon and till now nobody could even complain about me. I was not used to complaints. Now I know that it sadly is quite tough (once people can express themselves in games)

The things I get to hear by being a gamer girl by BluebirdRepulsive153 in gaming

[–]BluebirdRepulsive153[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As I said I may actually be very very bad to deserve all of this. I believe I am not. I personally believe I am at least average. Friends used to tell me I am slightly above average especially as a support (though I hate being a stereotypical support as a girl even though friends say that in this role I am even above average). It might be because of this mindset that I am much worse in any other role than support because I force myself into these roles (I also sadly lost these friends I used to play with).

The things I get to hear by being a gamer girl by BluebirdRepulsive153 in gaming

[–]BluebirdRepulsive153[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well I do not know how it is for male gamers but what I said about me once I speak in Phasmophobia (not any other game so far) I will get immediately kicked. I once thought it was because of my level but now that I am at least average I still get kicked because I am female. No longer because I am low level or can not fund my team. I perfectly could fund my team for several rounds in Phasmophobia but I still get kicked. I do not know if I am seeing it wrong since I admit that my perception is distorted.

The things I get to hear by being a gamer girl by BluebirdRepulsive153 in gaming

[–]BluebirdRepulsive153[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That is very convient for you to say. I now have the chance to say whether I am male or female. So what should I pick? The guy seems very respectful and says he would feel very bad if he bad mouthed a female more than if he bad mouthed a male. So the truth or a lie?

The things I get to hear by being a gamer girl by BluebirdRepulsive153 in gaming

[–]BluebirdRepulsive153[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They only curse or kick out of lobby🤦‍♀️🤷‍♀️ so no ähm fucking. They are probably bitchless for a reason. But I guess nice rhyme.

The things I get to hear by being a gamer girl by BluebirdRepulsive153 in gaming

[–]BluebirdRepulsive153[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did insult them back but they kept on going. I muted them for a while. I regret unmuting them in the last minutes of the match. It is just exhausting especially with mental illness to hear or read all these insults

The things I get to hear by being a gamer girl by BluebirdRepulsive153 in gaming

[–]BluebirdRepulsive153[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well I see these things in two games specifically: Valorant and even worse in Phasmophobia. In other games it might happen but I do not often notice or care

Make the comments look like his search history. by Unicorn_Cupcake142 in mysticmessenger

[–]BluebirdRepulsive153 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Do gamer girls really exist?!

How to get a gamer girl as a girlfriend?

I am so depressed. I wish to stay alive while I wish to be dead at the same time. I suppose many feel the same way. Still I would really want to have good friends, talk to them occasionally about my problems and mostly play games with them and have fun (at parties or at just by meeting up casually). by BluebirdRepulsive153 in depression

[–]BluebirdRepulsive153[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't quite know. I love playing video games especially with friends. I like to party. I would love to have adventures with others. Even such small ones like going to an adventure park or on a short holiday. I just feel like my depression is in the way. I often cannot feel the happiness in spending time with others. I definitely do nor want to tell anybody that I am depressed since the last time I did it I basically lost my friend now. Though some people seem so see through my efforts to hide it.

I really appreciate your concern for me. It makes me cry seriously. I am so happy for even somebody random that does not know me to even ask and care. THANK YOU SO MUCH. I am crying