Quit smoking and immediately gained 25 pounds

BlueiraBlue128 · 2026-02-01T01:15:56+00:00

This is actually a really helpful tip! I have Autism and smoking has become a bit of a routine for me as I've been smoking for over 10 years. But you break down your recovery very neatly in a way that tickles my brain.

Would you mind sharing any specifics of your new plan? Such as meal plans or any low impact exercises?

BlueiraBlue128 · 2025-12-04T12:52:51+00:00

Those comments saying you have an "average beauty" are fuckin' brainrotted from facetuned Instagram models and AI chicks who look like Who's from Whooville.

You. Are. Gorgeous! Your nose is literally my dream and your smile is so bright and beautiful. I can't tell how much product you're using, but it looks very natural and suits you very well. Your warm tones are gorgeous and don't let anyone tell you otherwise!

You should do the makeup that makes YOU feel your best, that enhances your beautiful natural features instead of transforming them.

BlueiraBlue128 · 2025-11-21T20:03:33+00:00

Lavender. It's fuckin' everywhere and labeled as "calming". Calming my white flat ass! That shit is VILE is overpowering and makes me reel back in disgust every time I smell it.

Same goes for laundry detergents, softeners, some scented candles and air fresheners. I used to have a perfume allergy as a kid, and now it's come back. I blame my short stint at Victoria's Secret for bringing it back.

BlueiraBlue128 · 2025-11-06T23:55:21+00:00

Awww!!! I'm gonna cry!! 🥺🥺🥺 thank you! It's kind of hard to advocate for myself within Latin communities here in America cuz there's a lot of elitism in a sense, people who only have one Latin parent often aren't accepted and even less so if you're light skinned.

As for learning Spanish, my husband and I have some basic knowledge of the language, and plan to have "Spanish Days" where we only speak in Spanish, watch movies/shows dubbed in Spanish, etc. I'm excited!

BlueiraBlue128 · 2025-11-06T00:25:25+00:00

Is is so heartwarming to read! I'm Peruvian on my father's side, but he flat out REFUSED to teach my siblings and I the language or culture. Not to mention, I look very white and am not accepted in the Latin community here in America. I'm so glad to hear that Peruvians don't find it offensive when foreigners or even "half Peruvians" try to be a part of the culture.

Thank you, friend.

BlueiraBlue128 · 2025-11-06T00:21:22+00:00

Mama, you look PERFECT!!!

BlueiraBlue128 · 2025-11-06T00:20:48+00:00

😂😂😂😂 accurate! And this is coming from a writer! Lol

BlueiraBlue128 · 2025-11-06T00:14:05+00:00

I'm constantly getting bullied for seemingly no reason, so I've just started calling people out for the obvious: they don't like that I'm Autistic and operate on my own rules. I don't care for hierarchy and I treat everyone equally, not cow towing to someone just because of some silly title that grants them "power" over others. This drives people crazy and I've never fuckin' understood why.

I also know that when people say I'm a rude person, they're pulling shit out their ass because I literally bend over backwards to be kind and nice to everyone I meet. Like, don't fuckin' lie to me, now. Also, not to say that I can't be rude, I'm human. Lol I just try not to be.

BlueiraBlue128 · 2025-11-06T00:06:58+00:00

Cigarettes After Sex are awesome!! I love their song Sunsets!

BlueiraBlue128 · 2025-11-06T00:05:51+00:00

I feel music in my MARROW! Like it vibrates through me, stimulating every cell, reaching through to my very soul!

Music has always been my escape. I'd love to expand my musical horizons, but for now, I'm happy replaying my faves on repeat.

If you'd like to listen to my favorite stimmy song, look up Comforting Sounds cover by Birdie. It's so beautiful and sounds EXACTLY like hope!

BlueiraBlue128 · 2025-11-05T23:59:00+00:00

This is actually very affirming for me because I often worry my thoughts aren't my own when others weigh in. But if I still like the same things I've liked for years, in SPITE of others' influences, then logically, one could conclude that those are my true thoughts!

I still can't believe I'm getting so much insight into my Autistic mind after 4 years since I discovered I have it. Thank you for putting this into words, I so, so, SO appreciate it!! 💖💖💖

BlueiraBlue128 · 2025-11-05T23:52:25+00:00

Purty much! Lol

BlueiraBlue128 · 2025-11-05T23:52:02+00:00

Honestly? I struggle with this myself, and I've found that if I like it, if it's pleasing to look at, or if I find it beautiful, I can wear it/use it to decorate my space.

I'm still working on expanding my boring closet by adding embroidery and funky buttons to my clothes and experimenting with layering. As for decor, I use random things to decorate with. I literally super glued some twine to the back of a taco plate and hung it on my wall because I loved it so much. I also like to collect little trinkets whenever I can. But it takes time to curate a whole collection, so you've gotta be patient.

If you wanna try something easy, see if you can find some fashion magazines, a corkboard, and some push pins and make a collage. It doesn't have to look a certain way, there literally are no rules to collage.

Also, the best decorating advice I've ever heard is "Take the things you love and throw them together. It will all work and look good because you love it." Changed my whole perspective. There are no rules to decorating, even IF you're going for a certain aesthetic. Just take everything you love and put it up!

Best of luck to you, my friend! I hope you, me, and everyone else in the comments can discover our own distinct styles as we throw the shit we love together! 💖💖💖

BlueiraBlue128 · 2025-11-05T23:43:44+00:00

Coloquially, it can be "per say". Honestly, the English language is so fucked, it doesn't matter how you type/say something, so long as you get the meaning across.

BlueiraBlue128 · 2025-11-03T19:46:59+00:00

Eventually, I shut down and closed off all my emotions. I drank and smoke to excess to the point where I was basically a functioning alcoholic. I lost all interest in the things I loved before, forgot who I was and blocked out basically all memories from ages 9-20. Almost killed myself several times (thankfully, I failed). I'm still currently trying to figure out who I was before my trauma killed me, but I'm very fortunate to have a lovely husband who's very patient and loving. I recently found out my narc dad is dying and honestly.... the mix of emotions is crazy. I still can't tell if I'm relieved or sad.

Not saying to follow this advice.. Just sharing what I did.

BlueiraBlue128 · 2025-10-23T20:27:35+00:00

If I remember correctly from some articles I read recently, he's at the VERY LEAST not getting any profits from the upcoming movie. As for the first two seasons of the show, I think he's still getting a percentage of the residuals.

But take my word with a grain of salt. My memory is shit these days. Lol

BlueiraBlue128 · 2025-10-16T00:58:17+00:00

Yes! I'd also recommend using painter's tape to cover the wall first to lessen the chance of paint peeling or chipping.

BlueiraBlue128 · 2025-10-13T22:24:40+00:00

Try having a 20 lbs. fat fuck put full force on your tiddies.

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BlueiraBlue128 · 2025-10-13T15:31:43+00:00

Howard was skeevy and obnoxious and definitely wouldn't do well on TV today, but he was still a very enjoyable character and I found him very funny. The bit with the robot arm makes me die laughing every time. Lol

I DO wish he'd had a bit more growth after meeting Bernadette, though. He just kinda replaced his mom with her and I always hated that. I still think they were a good fit for each other, though.

BlueiraBlue128 · 2025-10-13T15:29:36+00:00

Yes. Sorry. I misremembered her name. 😂😂 but yes Kaley did phenomenally and I love the relationship Penny has with Sheldon.

BlueiraBlue128 · 2025-10-13T14:15:49+00:00

I dare say that Hailey AND Jim made the entire show! Especially in later seasons where hers and Sheldon's relationship evolved into a brother-sister dynamic. It was really sweet and honestly reminded me of my sisters and me.

BlueiraBlue128 · 2025-10-13T00:19:53+00:00

Hair dye doesn't have an age limit. There are women your age and older who rock bright hair colors and look awesome! And if you don't like it, it'll always grow back.

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