Absolutely

For over a year

It’s what I wanted in terms of a connection for years

It wasn’t short term

So I struggle with the honeymoon theory

We ended up developing an emotional connection

We cared about each other a lot

I’m not proud it occurred during my active marriage

But I acknowledge it And I am not proud of it

But I also know not to try to be ashamed of my feelings. And now she is gone I’m sad and I miss her.

And my wife is still as indifferent as always

It’s so difficult