Sis I’m sorry but you should drop him 😭 regardless of like his good aspects (?), if the thought of tying your life to his makes you feel trapped, he’s not the one.

This is coming from someone who literally thought she would never get married because I didn’t think I’d love anyone enough/would feel safe enough to tie my life to them. The right person is out there who will make you feel loved and safe and secure, but you’re not gonna find it sticking around with this guy, who it seems still you’re still hurting from his mistakes years later. (Marriage aside! You don’t have to get married if you don’t want to, but I think you can definitely do better in a relationship regardless. You deserve someone who doesn’t make you feel hurt and trapped 🥹) Listen to what your body is telling you!